peiishan's liife

2007-11-09T07:56:00.000-08:00

dead for the past few days. sorry):
rgg steamboat this weekend. not sure if 'm going.
elvin said its a gathering, more like a farewell party.
nigel's going to korea for taekwando training for 20 months, come back for NS, then go back and will not come back until 6 or 7 years later?
johan, marcus is going to NS. two years of police force.
elvin, esther, evia darren going overseas to study.
left the usual gang..
hai.
open house tomorrow. everything's kinda prepared. kinda..
waking up early tomorrow, so i'll stop here.

i'm tired. really really tired.

2007-11-06T06:31:00.001-08:00

lunched with irwin and mard at causeway after going to the gym with iwin just now. haha.
the details are all at mard's blog. go check it out.
well, hey mard! remember irwin and his lubricant!
so irwin was wearing a ring on a finger and while eating, he asked which other finger would the ring be suitable for. so, mard asked him to put it on his thumb. so he SUCKED his thumb then put the ring on. he says its a form of lubricant. so me and mard as usual, we were freaking the out! like what the hell! then suck, put in, suck, take out, suck, put in, suck take out. and we laughed and laughed like there's no tomorrow.

and guess what, he did the same thing in the train too! he suck then touch the pole. touch the shoe bag.. wow!
hahahahhahahahahahahaha! okay thats funny(:

2007-11-04T08:32:00.001-08:00

have been thinking about love these days.
decided not to stead until my O's or even A's if possible.
what a age to start a relationship eh?

2007-11-02T07:35:00.000-07:00

sometimes, people ask. what is love?
to see an unperfect person perfectly?
to see each other and play around?
to show off to people that you got stead?
to call each other mushy words and come horny?

i guess obviously.. the first choice answers it all..

no one in this world is perfect. not even bill gates. or george bush. thats when love comes in. it allows you to have perfect feeling for someone unperfect. so what if your other half is not perfect. thats it? hai.

hell emo

hai. what a day.

no mood to eat.
no mood to watch tv.
no mood to do homework.
no mood to bloghop.
no mood to play game.
no mood to talk.
no mood to sms.
no mood to joke.
no mood to blog
bye

2007-10-31T08:45:00.000-07:00

whee. sorry e, said i'm gonna post the next morning but unfortunately i didn't do it. sorry to all, esp to one patricular person who specially tagged. (: thnks for the reminder luh. life has been pretty hectic? normal? or hectic or normal for me. weird, k. its all about revising, badminton, mapling, eat, sleep, gym. just these few. but people are asking me out, definitely. now my dates are all messed. don't know when for which.
it's been a year since 6e has been seperated. my memory will plays the same old song miss you guys.
soon, i'm gonna be in 2F'08 alr. time flies.
sigh. how i wish i can turn back time. turn back to like .. 26092006. sigh.

2007-10-27T08:17:00.000-07:00

swear i'm too tired to blog about what happened today. me,laura and yiying were high to the max. promise to blog tomorrow morning! :D

2007-10-26T15:23:00.000-07:00

70th post.
&& its 6.22am in the morning.

good luck to all participants in the swimming carnival, like me D:
i wanna my toot to come ..
i'm super tired and hungry
and unsure of what the heck i am blogging about

2007-10-26T08:26:00.000-07:00

updated post.

to smart clan:
if you hate me, tell me. dont need to talk about who should join the captain ball and who shouldn't. you are not the class. the whole 41 of us are. so if you got something to say, tell your mentor. dont talk among yourselves.

2007-10-26T06:44:00.000-07:00

""peishan has done too many UNPRODUCTIVE things like making music and playing sports. its time to put a stop to this. music and sports cannot bring her anywhere. she should start studying everyday"

Mr Teh YiYuan aka YuanYuan

my dream school is School of Music and Arts. so its like. asking me to stop music and art? dream lah. i tell you. that school wont be a dream to me le. its gonna be realistic. next time when i go school of music and arts, i'm going to teh's face and tell him "i'm in a music school"

i think from here, you can tell my meet the parent was a disaster eh? if i could, i would have sceamed at his face and walk away.

2007-10-25T05:55:00.000-07:00

"All Good Things Come To An End"
so yeah. captain ball wasn't really good. don't wanna talk about it. hmm.
last day of school alr, i think i'm gonna miss everyone quite badly eh?
esp dumb family and berenice jie. the whole year we have been very close eh?
lotsa things happened this year. unpleasant ones especially.
well, its not time to think about those things.
streaming next year. west zone next year.
its time to buck up.
i miss 1f):

2007-10-24T07:52:00.001-07:00

so yah. just finished watching live the dream! :D first time watching and i watched it cause click five was performing. heheheheheheee! so, yeah. today was pretty disasterous? but i guess its settled now eh? i like sadist seh? haha. random-.- so i'm like gonna sleep now cause there's interclass tomorrow and i dont knwo what i'm talking about now cause i dont know why!
hahahahahahahahahhaahaha!
NOT.
bye!

2007-10-23T07:39:00.000-07:00

whee. here to blog about interclass. it was the besttttt.
though my knee bleed

ok. so first game was kinda fine. played with 1H. though those guys are wayy taller than us, trust me they did not pull us down. instead, they gave us more fighting spirit. :D then was with 1B. two more ultra tall guys. action de leh. want to 1-2, but lucky i got sharp ears and excellent team mates, we pulled it through. then was 1D. was having a good time until sheeeena come and defend me. -.- look at HER height and mine. don't even talk about it. so yeah. we still won. due to good teamwork built with team spirits and excellent communication! so yeah, 100%. (((:

elayne, kang long, jiasheng, weixiang: basketball players
me, kelvin, yuantong: basketball lovers.
see, with good ball control, we'll reach the top.

so, yeah. me, kanglong, kelvin and elayne are ultra determined to get that prize, k. come to think of it, we make a pretty good team. :D

2007-10-22T07:47:00.000-07:00

man, i've been so lazy these days. other than hogging on the computer, going for trainings, i haven't been doing anything productive): mum has been on the bad mood. wtf is up with her man. rrr. sis has o's. dad is nagging. this sucks.
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anyway, going singapore tour again tomorrow, lols. back late.

2007-10-21T07:13:00.000-07:00

damn it. i hate this house. its no home of mine):

my mother is like gonna ruin every goal i have. you tell me you give me everything i want but have you thought of what i really want? something spelt H-A-P-P-I-N-E-S-S? this is the dumbest thing luh. i wanna get a Wii. you dont wanna get for me, it's okay. i save money on my own to get it. i wanna get it on my own. INDEPENDENCE. you don't know? everything that i suceed without anyone's help, i feel good, with a sense of accomplishment. with that, i'm happy.

i don't care what you are doing to me now. but i know my goal for SOMA will not fall because of YOU!

feeling drowsy. the long waited training resumes tomorrow and i'm unwell today. lunch at limbang with the usual(:

can't you let me pursue what i really want?

2007-10-20T05:30:00.000-07:00

its actually a video for Ryeo Wook from Super Junior by his fans. he's in the picture above and in the video. his dog died cause of a disease.. so, yeah. quite sad lah. enjoy. (:
oh ya, deleted the post yesterday, cuz its pretty cranky eh?

i miss you milky):

2007-10-18T05:39:00.001-07:00

THIS IS AN UPDATED POST. I DON'T HAVE MOST OF YOUR NUMBERS SO I AM PUTTING THIS HUGE ANNOUNCEMENT HERE!
TRAINING WILL START ON MONDAY, ATTENDANCE MUST BE FULL. ANYONE WHO NEVER TURN UP FOR TRAINING HAVE TO GIVE SPECIFIC REASONS! TRAINING REMAINS AT CCK STADIUM FROM 3 TO 6! IF LATE, USUAL PUNISHMENT! THANKS!

hi there! i'm blogging early today. (:
actually, here to blog about my sucky grades):

ENGLISH
Paper 1 Eye-witness: 19/30
Paper 1 Compo: 16/30
Paper 1 Total: 35/60
Paper 2: 27/50
Total: Paper 1 + Paper 2 = 62/110
Oral: 35/40
Total: Paper 1 + Paper 2 + Oral = 35+ 35 + 27 = 97/150
Converted to 100%: 64.7% estimated = 65%

paper 2 was one of the worst i had done. paper one compo was sour like lemons. at least there's oral. (:

math
Paper 1: 38/50
Paper 2: 24/50
Total: 62/100 = 62%

SUCKED LIKE F*CK I SWEAR. IMAGINE HOW MY DAD IS GONNA SLAUGHTER ME WHEN HE SEES THESE RESULTS!

CHINESE
Paper 1 Shihan: 11/20
Paper 2 Compo: 24/50
Total Paper 1: 44/70
Paper 2: 40/70
Listening: 16/20
Oral: 27/50
Total: 16 + 44 + 40 + 27 = 127/210
Converted to %: 61%? (paper stated 64%)

one of the worst though.. not sure abt the total also

SCIENCE
Physics: 61.3/100
Biology: not out yet

biology not out yet, but its my worst subj, so ya.

HUMANITIES
History: estimated B4
Art: estimated B4 or B5
D & T: estimated B4
Lit: B4 CONFIRM! :D
ALL my humanities have been B4 since mid-year. -______-

will edit this post again once my biology results are out(:

2007-10-16T08:24:00.000-07:00

heys! i'm here to blog. today i went out with my almost-divorced wife debb. we went to have pastamania then went to scoop toys, then went to talk and walk and went to the arcade and gone mad over bishi bashi. stupid right? haha. played 3 rounds and i just kept on disturbing her and pressing the wrong button then she scream all around. people looking at us luh, unfortunately no pictures. then i came home while it was raining, heard some stuff from my classmates, mood gone. went to play basketball in the rain. its the shiokest thing luh, tell ya. its how i drown my sorrows. (: then i went to the arcade, finally mip.phew~ then after that played until about 7 then i went home. i came home from lunch at 3.15 and went out of the house at 4.20. crazy eh? then i came back at 7.30. showered up, slept awhile, then went to watch tv, the new 9pm show. i like these kind of show lah, peace peace one. rather than the one before. nightmares~ then watched life story about AIDS then watch crissangel<3 on ch 5. hes the best magician. second is david blane, then o2 pearlman. i love 3 of them. second last comes nigel sim. (((: so ya. then i talked on msn with tons of people, and here i am blogging now. tomorrow's gonna be another long day ya. morning gym with kang long and jiasheng. cuties<3 then goin to vivo with debb for the toy. haha. okay, i'm tired. gonna sleep. nighto!
you'll never know how hard those words hit me. you'll never know.

2007-10-12T08:43:00.000-07:00

so sorry for not blogging for so long. has been busy these days. my time is like totally packed and i rarely have time at home. ): so yesterday was a big big outing k. me and laura went like 4 to 5 different places! k first i went to school to bring laopo for d&t and i met laura at the fitness corner then we went to novena. first we took our lunch at united square foodcourt. then we went all the way to velocity, walked all around, then went to square2, went up and down, asked the information counter, then finally found it! it took us like half an hour to find it luh! its super cute, as shown above, so we bought 1 each for each flavour and took the train to orchard. xD then on the way, saw kegan and friends. laura and kegan super fate right? (gonna get killed) then we went to heeren to look for the bag. but there was none. ))): then we walked around aimlessly and i messaged our buyer to meet us at 2 plus. cause we got nowhere to go anyway. so i don't know where we were walking to, we landed in taka, lol. we walked, then went to wisma cause laura wanted to show me the spongebob bag. (: then we went back to taka, and walked to dohby ghaut(spell!?) then from there, we went into parkmall, we were like super clueless of where we are. so i messaged the seller and she said take bus 36 and alight 2 stops after the highway. me and laura were like super clueless. so we just board the bus as our legs were about to break. so luckily we realised when we had to stop, haha. oh ya, on the way, we saw the new ferris wheel coming out, super excited! then after that we went there, met her, then we went all he way to suntec, cause we don't know where the bus will bring us, so we stopped at one random stop. then we went to candy empire. laura bought her sweets. then we cabbed back cause our cupcakes were melting and we had to revive it. :D we we both went home, then at about 5 we met and trained to bugis to buy our "I'm not a plastic bag" bag. which is like super cool, and gonna carry it for school. oh ya, in the train, there was this couple, which both looks like a guy doing Public Display of Affection which really disgusts both of us because we don't know if they are both guys and its super eew! then the indian woman when first turned and saw them was like shocked and had a fright when she saw them. super funny,k! then bought our bags, then cuz laura need to go home earlier, we trained back straight away. came back to yew tee, bought his moving rubber, then went downstairs to slack. until about 9, i went home to watch tv. then cause i was really super tired, i went to sleep. :D k lah, shall stop here. this post is very wordy. will be blogging more this holiday cause there are so many happenings! :D:D:D

2007-10-06T08:07:00.001-07:00

58th post. wow.
random! :D

okay, left with a few papers though. monday got math paper 2 and chinese cl, tuesday got science practical, and wednesday got literature presentation! :DDDD man, so hyper tonight. and during the holidays, i've got so much to do!

1) pack my room
2) clear my sec 1 books into a god damn box
3) catch up with rgg! <3
4) outing with my b2!
5) tanning with laura and seniors!
6) heeren with laura!
7) date with nick and eugene
8) mass Forever 21 shopping spree
9) make my DIY teddy bear at habour front
10) Sentosa & Bugis with Dumb family
11) Escape with 6e!
12) ~~Holiday at states?~~
13) Initial D like last year
14) badminton outing! belated birthday outing?
15) outing with ms leong and ah bird
16) NEW 6E TEE!
17) DATE, DATE, DATE!

WISHLIST WISHLIST! ONCE IN A BLUE MOON OKAY!
priceless wishes. (:
1) 6e forever.
2) dumb family forever.
3) west zone 2008 top 2!
4) new mini-basketball set
5) FOREVER LOVE
6) a thousand packet of mike and ike!
7) that special elmo toy at toys r us.
8) more more and more forever 21!
9) new ipod
10) tootsie roll pencil case
11) don't slack anymore!
12) MUMMY&DADDY'S LOVE FOREVER!

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2007-10-05T08:11:00.000-07:00

Love Story- Fan Yi Chen

看今夜的流星　划过了天际　笑我的心
kan jin yeh de liu xin hua guo le tian ji xiao wo de xin
我无法再冷静请你要倾听你是我的唯一
wo wu fa zai leng jing qing ni yao qing ting ni shi wo de wei yi
我不愿去相信我们之间隔著海洋的距离
wo bu yuan qu xiang xin wo men zhi jian ge zhe hai yang de ju li
我的爱　已融化在空气里
wo de ai yi rong hua zai kong qi li

Qi Shi Hai Ai Ni
其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心

Sarang Hae-yo means I Love You - JJ Lin
站在寂寞的舞台上
灯光下拖着自己的影子
音乐重复我们共同的忧伤
不是每一次的演唱
就可以淡忘明天没有你
in my heart we'll never be apart
残留手上的香味提醒我
在数位相机里留下的承诺
每一封简讯传出的思念
都对你说
Sarang Hae-Yo
means I love you
代表着我离不开你
每分每秒每一个声音
只有你撒娇会让我微笑
Sarang Hae-Yo
只对你说
I will love you and forever more
我答应 baby you will see
每一个我都属于你
oh baby I will love you because
我都属于你

2007-10-01T07:58:00.000-07:00

我听说通常在战争后就会换来和平
为什么看到我的爸爸一直打我妈妈
就因为喝醉酒他就能拿我妈出气
我真的看不下去以为我较细汉

从小到大只有妈妈的温暖为什么我爸爸那么凶
如果真的我有一双翅膀二双翅膀随时出发
偷偷出发我一定带我妈走从前的教育
别人的家庭别人的爸爸种种的暴力因素一定都会有原因
但是呢妈跟我都没有错亏我叫你一声爸~爸我回来了

不要再这样打我妈妈
我说的话你甘会听?
不要再这样打我妈妈
难道你手不会痛吗?

其实我回家就想要阻止一切
让家庭回到过去甜甜温馨的欢乐香味
虽然这是我编造出来的事实
有点讽刺有点酸性但它确在这快乐社会发生产生共鸣
产生共鸣来阻止一切暴力眼泪随着音符吸入血液情绪
从小到大你叫我学习你把你当榜样好多的假像
妈妈常说乖~~听你爸的话你叫我怎么跟你像~~

不要再这样打我妈妈
我说的话你甘会听?
不要再这样打我妈妈
难道你手不会痛吗?

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我叫你爸你打我妈这样对吗干嘛这样
何必让酒牵鼻子走~瞎~说都说不听听
痛是我们在痛痛

Ba, wo hui lai le -- jay chou

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter
And I wait for the good Lord to make me feel better
And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
Family in crisis that only grows older

Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am broken but I am hoping
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am crying, a part of me is dying and
These are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart

And I wear all your old clothes, the old polo sweater
I dream of another you, one who would never
Never leave me alone to pick up the pieces
Daddy to hold me, that’s what I needed

So why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don’t know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth, did you ever love me
Cause these are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart
Of a broken heart

I love you, I love you
I love you, I...
I love you!

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don't know you but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth, did you ever love me?
Did you ever love me?
These are...
The confessions of a broken heart

Ohhhh... yeah

And I wait for the postman to bring me a letter

Lindsay Lohan - Confessions of a broken heart (Daughter to Father)

Dad, what have i done. just what have i done to bring you down. just what did i do. you don't just come into my room and tell me to go sleep when i'm doing my work. you don't force me to play the piano when i'm watching tv. you don't ask me to do brain racking brains when i'm revising other more important subjects. I'M NOT THE THREE-YEAR-OLD DAUGHTER YOU KNEW! i did what you wanted me to. i joined AMC and SMC. i got merit for it. why are you so unhappy? piano? i've completed the entire course. you can't do anything to me anymore. but just what and why. what and why the f*** do you want to control me that hard. i eat ice cream while watching tv. i message my friends when i'm studying. so thats the problem yeah? you're unhappy with that? aww c'mon wake up. its the 21st century. even if the exams are around the corner, doesn't mean you must take my total freedom away.

and mom. don't just tell to pack my table then i will. especially not when i'm doing my work. when i say i'm gonna do it, you better understand that YES! I AM GOING TO DO IT! CAN YOU HAVE SOME PATIENCE ON ME!

both of you. do you even understand what i'm going through now! exams in the corner. you made me cry in the night. what the hell have you done to my life. I'M NOT PERFECT. YOU BETTER UNDERSTAND THAT. i know i have a beautiful home. two beautiful parents, and an understanding sister. but i hope this lasts forever...

and ya. jie's O's are coming. can you just stop increasing her stress level! you know nowadays, studying at home is more productive than studying in school. so why ask her to go to school still, IF YOU WANT HER TO HAVE GOOD GRADES! before you say anything, can you please think of the advantages and disadvantages of what you are doing!

2007-09-25T07:29:00.000-07:00

today was loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove. chinese became math then got test. never study! then i there thinking thinking thinking, argh forget it. then was literature. ms tang seriously looked better. but when she said she was sick, i took my words back. but she looked pretty today, for some particular reason. xD then was english. everyone was crowding around me luh, presents! haha. lame. then teacher came in to the class with a french accent and asked everyone to disperse. LOL. then recess. had my meal, went for duty. nothing much there. then was history, i came into class for 10 minutes cause prefect meetings took up the time, then was folkdance. beginning to sweat quite alot. then was art. sang birthday song for me? -.- and they bashed me there. they kept pulling my bra and let it go as if it hurt. then went to crap around the class luh. haha. the main thing.. is after school. muahahahah!

went to bukit pankjang plaza swensen. got my hamsters. thanks luh. thanks alot. then went up, took our orders. girls took 5 minutes guys took like wad, 15 mins? cause they were like, 'dont hao lian' and 'you sug' all those kinda stuff. -.-so we took our orders, then settled down, my mother brought the hamster home. she atually objected it cause the hamsters i had wouldn't grow in size but this would. but after much persuasion from me, she totally agreed. xD cause its from HIM right, i cannot dont want his present. :D then took our lunch. the guys were super noisy i swearrr. they were singing bu neng shuo de mi mi and bad day. then cut cake! the guys were pushing farron to me. -.- my bag and presents were stolen by the famous mr sim kang long. xD then picture picture picture. then made my wish. (shall elaborate if i remember) then when it was time to eat, everyone ard me was like, 1, 2, 3 and i was like blur? and suddenly fingers came all over me and i didn't know what happened. don't wanna know either. woke up with a pink face. darn oily. so obviously, CAKE FIGHT. darn crazy. its like, all around swensens lah. haha , then alot of pple tio, like jing en, me, debbie, lichuang, tan yan, zhng and kaien. most of them done by me and shirlynn. haha! then about 5, we went to popular to look at CDs. quite a few CDs i wanna buy, debb too. like the boys like girls one. then we went back. debb had to settle some stuff, then i went home.

then went to the hospital like alone to meet my other cousins like 20+. do you know how awkward i felt? well, past few years, my birthday never left my grandma out. so i went to accompany her from like 6 plus to 9 plus. her smile on her face was obvious, i loved that feeling. i brought her down for a walk, well, i could tell that she was easily weakened by the weather, hope her health improves fast! so i came home, took a shower, chatted on msn and started blogging. gonna stop here today. pictures coming up!

2007-09-22T07:12:00.000-07:00

hey readers! back to post. today was a lousy day for me. stayed at home the whole day luh. not productive at all. but tomorrow will be. i'm going to expo! i love jesus. jesus is my life baby. then i'm going to the hospital for multiple reasons shall not reveal, ask me personally. birthday's coming on tuesday. i may seem happy on the outside but in me, i don't feel good. i'm turning 13 soon. means that i'm no more a kid. i cannot be so playful anymore. i got to grow up. i got to forget the playful, childish me. i seriously have to grow up lah girl. get all those crap outta my head. i'm in a secondary school, turning thirTEEN. what's in me that make me so childish? GROW UP LAH PEISHAN! YOU'RE TURNING THIRTEEN!

phew, good to let out the whole rock in me. okay, its about 10.16 now. i'm turning off soon. before i go, i wanna say...

I LOVE GERARD WAY! HE'S DHA HOTTEST IN THE UNIVERSE!

boy, i'll be waiting on the 25th sept. and that scrapbook. xD

Every morning I’d awake, you naked beside me
I’d feel your warmth, but your back was always cold

Stop smiling so bitterly, open that serious curtain
the morning light is dazzling, but you chase it and me away every day

That one day, you saw me cry, my tears shining in the setting sun
Even if I wish I wouldn’t, my heart, my body, they remember the warmth of your shoulder

Your love forever
Close your eyes, let me paint your picture, even if my heart
becomes deserted through the changing seasons, this much would do me good

One day, I would no longer be able to feel you here
It’ll be okay if I sleep on my side, hugging the pain inside

That one night, I wished upon a star as we both searched for the light
The twinkle faded, but in my heart, my body, you still shine

I wish forever
Close your eyes, let me paint your picture, even if the world should
abandon me, this would help me get through it all

Your love forever
Close your eyes, let me paint your picture, even if my heart
becomes deserted through the changing seasons, this much would do me good

I found you as I searched my memorories, and it’s okay
because you gave me the strength I need to get over the things I lost
That’s what you gave to me

2007-09-19T06:59:00.001-07:00

today was the bestest ! first period was english. then ms nat never come cause of diarrheo(spell). hope she get will soon. also, ms tang wasn't here. maybe cuz of ms nat. tsktsk. then the whole 3 periods was slacko. then recess. had a super quick meal. then 10.10 went to meet yu han for the prefect thingy. went to classroom block, my job was the chase people out of the classroom block. -.- then had to go to 1a to ask them to line up properly. urgh. stress luh. then was HOM, my group finished our kite, yayy! then was maths , ms vanitha never come so ms leong came in and gave us worksheet. did halfway, then no mood to do. then the whole class started to sing loudly. and i mean really loudly. teacher will dedicate song then we sing. fun fun. :D then was history. did worksheet and mr yeo shaved his hair AGAIN. its like super short and he go shave again. weird guy luh he. :D then elayne came my house to do literature. haha. slacked abit though. then dinner, bathed, and here i am blogging. its only 10.02 so i'm gonna sleep early cuz i'm uber tired and tomorrow morning still must go meet yu han at 2nd lvl. urgh, stress stress level go up up. D:

2007-09-17T07:05:00.000-07:00

sorry to my faithful readers like nick and eugene who have been bugging me for the past 1 week and 1 day to update my blog. i apologise for all the unconvenience cause. *grins*. okay. let me start my post from...friday, 14th September.

Friday 14th september.
school as per normal luh. first two periods were bio. quite boring, but i can tell that ms ho was already trying her best to make the lesson as interesting as possible. although, i felt sleepy as i couldn't sleep the night before, i wanna give respect to ms ho to let her know about how appreciative i am of how she is trying to make us laugh. she's nice lah, ms ho. just hope that the class would be more participative like jia sheng and me to go on with her crap. xD. next it was english. ms natasha returned to us our oral marks. i got 35/ 40, i think highest among the class le lah. i ask all the pro pro one i win all, lols. then it was recess. as the fasting month has just started, farhana didn't go to recess with us cause she scared she'll get tempted. HAHA. so we had our normal breaks, lined up, then it was chinese. had this test which i scored 29/ 40. quite badly done for a comprehension. i also realised that always on friday during chinese lessons, it will rain. then when i asked chen lao shi why, she said that she didn't want to answer that question of mine. -.- then we just did it, chen lao shi got pretty strict about how we conduct ourselves while doing a test cause we usually chatted around. then next was maths. had this test, pretty confident. its okay luh. then after that met thaqif, mard, irwin and thoven and we went to watch Invasion. not bad lah, the show. just that it abit freaked me out. hehe. the cinema was also bloody cold and because of the coldness, thaqif couldn't keep his mouth shut. then i went back, then went for check-up. normal lah, as per usual. didn't go for swimming then. sorry peeps! then came home and slacked throughout. i said, slack throughout, despite EOY coming. hehe. yeah, thats it for friday.

Saturday, 15th september
woke up at 6.30, despite my parents not allowing me to go to training. wanted to sms debbie to ask what time to meet, but as i have a kind soul, i didn't wanna disturb her beauty sleep. so i messaged her about 9 or 10 after i met elayne. i have bought the sketch book. then at 9.30 we headed to jurong library. when we reached there, there was a huge crowd i swear. though the library opened at 10 and we reached at 10, we couldn't find a seat, in the end had to sit on the floor with the sofas as our tables. so japanese. lol, random. then did our work. then went down to breakfast and spent $20+ there. met up with shirlynn and debbie, went to the 4th floor and did our work there. we were like making heel lots of noises luh, please. even people got tell us to keep quiet. then we started to draw on each others' legs. shall not reveal what we drew. xD ask me and i may tell you if i want to. then we went for lunch as stozer invited us to. haha. had the seating like 6 and 2. shall not elaborate before i get slaughtered! then came back, continue our work, then 4 plus left library and went to take neoprints. got all different emotions super crazy. then after that took a short meal at KFC, then went to play frisbee. my havaianas spoilt and my leg got cut. super pain, k. luckily managed to fix my footwear back. don't have to mind my leg. then play abit more, then went to limbang mac. met up with the guys, i'm happy to see you lah F. xD then we ran and ran to pang seh alvin. he seemed so lonely when he played candles on his own luh. then i got a pink ballon and debbie got the green. played frisbee, disturbed people, then i started to molest people by bringing the frisbee up their thighs. haha, super fun and they were screaming all along. super crazy. then debb went back. i went back about 0.15, jing en's parents fetched me and lichuang back, thank you. xD then went home, took a shower, and then slept. too tired to start on my homework anymore luh. one whole day of activites..

Sunday, 16th September
woke up at 4.30 and went to walk around the neighbourhood with my sister. breathing in fresh air, looking at the beautiful scenery. make my heart calm down from all the work and projects and problems facing in school. then went home, changed up, went to expo for service. it was cool, i mean, when was service NOT cool? yeah. then came home, reached about 2.30. started on my eye-witness report, but still cannot complete. then left my house like at 3.20 and my mother drove me to cck station to meet the crappiest people cauz we going town. so me and thaqif were first, then thoven and mard, then irwin came at 3.55? luckily the rest of the people haven't go yet, if not we dont know how to make our way to victoria concert hall for the singapore wind symphony concert. they were okay lah, my and thaqif were crapping. thoven too. mard was sleeping. irwin was enjoying the concert. then at 6, there was an interval. we ran away. xD went to esplanade and began our bitchy-ness. haha. then we walked to sunctec to have pizza hut. the service was stinky and i hated it to the core. 10 minutes to clear our table, 20 mins for drinks. urgh. then took dinner, thaqif's pizza dropped into irwin's drink, haha. irwin was kinda mad though, i think. xD. peace. then after that walked to marina cuz thoven wanna buy chocs. in the end no mood. -.- then we walked to city link, took the train back. to jurong east, there was a super nice aroma of irwin's gang (blacks). wow. enjoyable. then to cck, got this made retarded paralysed face of hers, kept looking at us, super funny i swear. xD then went home, bathed, then chiong eye witness, zuo ye and chinese worksheet till 1 plus.

monday, 17th september
first of all, happy birthday to mr nigel sim. 18 le hor! good luh. then met debb and went to school. then first was PE, soccer. i think its okay luh. my shoe dirty only. but can wash. then was english. copied eye witness corrections. then ms nat say '2 more mins' then 10 mins later, '5 mins'. super funny. then got some riddles to solve, then recess. recess was okay. almost late to assemble, then was physics. lesson which i totally paid full attention to. then did workbook, while i did magic and stunt people. xD then chinese, go through zuo ye. and the test we did. okay lah. then was history. changed place with you xian and we started singing and bitching. haha. mr yeo was super pissed with me i swear. then school end, meet those crazy people again. went to library to wait for them to finish their work, then took the bus to far easy and cinelesure to get my tee and for thoven's haircut. now, thoven look like a T-rex with the spine above him. then i bought my Miss Know It All. haha. funny lah, then trained back. kept changing place when there were no one in the train. then there were 3 boys from northlight school who were blasting music like no one's business and they were like super irritating k. grr. then trained, almost fell asleep. but thought about unwanted- to- think- about stuff which kept me wide away. ooff then got home, bathed, homework, ate, then here i am blogging. i think i'm going to sleep soon cause i wanna catch up my sleep for these few night. oh,y my beauty sleep. even elayne and debb say i got obvious panda eyes. my sis have a nickname called panda.. oh man, i don't wanna be like her. ): so yeah, goin now. live will people. get in contact soon!

2007-09-03T08:11:00.000-07:00

as a first day of our holiday, it's a pretty boring day for me. i freaking woke up at 8.30. then i started to dye my hair. my favourite red brown. xD as per normal every holiday with my sista. i think december we're changing to some other colour- golden brown maybe? thats gonna look so ah beng. so took me about 2 and a half hours. shorter than last time luh, better. then i slacked on the computer until 1.30. was talking to F of course. then it was raining like bullshit. xD so i called a cab to lot 1. got my slamdunks which i wanted. book 11 and 12. then met the rest of the team at 2 at cck. then off to woodlands stadium. saw coach, then wrong venue, and went all the way back to cck for training. qianting's shoe was like super wet and my grip felt soggy. yucks. then train train train, i don't know why but after each not-so-tiring drill, my whole face will turn pale and my lips will turn white. and damn it, i never bring my inhaler.. so i just took at rest luh, after that met diyanah and bought ramly, printed my report slip. then got home, i did some changes to my hair. i made it not so obvious cause i'm going to school on wednesday. mind you i'm seeing ms ho and ms vanitha. they like to see my hair. once, both of them thought i highlighted my hair cause i got the dumb natural colours. out of all teachers, only two of them. -.- so i hlped angeline with her work. she thanked me a million times. not bad leh, she say i give her good work. i can do sec 2 work. xD cant blame me luh, i was in the mood to do work. hehe. so i just slacked around now its 11.24. i wanna go town to get my little miss chatterbox tee asap and my orange havaianas. my sister's taking over my adidas jacket so its prabably time i get my le coq one, but my mother's telling me to get the adidas red. i'm super bored. just finish watching the show Identity on channel 5. this phillipines guy just won half a million dollars just by guessin the occupation of that person by looking at him/her. easy money leh. okay. i'm quite free this holiday. monday which is today, dyed hair, started bio project, training. tuesday, i think shirlynn coming my house for history and biology. wednesday gt to go sch for maths and bio IP. whole class needa go. after school frisbee with shirlynn, then elayne will come my house to do lit. then at night got to help angeline with her work again. i feel so helpful. xD then thursday going to the hospital to see my grandma. hope she's cool. friday i think there's a sentosa date? saturday and sunday slack and change hair colour. i'm a guai gia. i don't dye my hair to school, thaqif. but i'm thinking of changing the sentosa date to a shopping one. then i can get the stuff i want. oh yeah, 22 more days to my birthday since 3th september. hhehe. i totally can't wait, and i wanna go watch Underdog with F on that day. xD like this, it's gonna be a meaningful birthday! okay, my fantasy. urgh. these days, i have been dreaming too much already. just staring into black space and think about a million stuff. okay, i think i better go take some rest. oh, what a wordy post, ta-ta!

2007-09-01T18:05:00.000-07:00

okay, i'm blogging early in the morning, it's about 9.05 now. i'm in my new skinnys. :DD i'm leaving for expo in about 15 minutes. so i'll make this a fast post. i'm not going to be home later for F's information. cause i'm going shopping with my sista! ooh yeah! i think we're going to raffles or bugis or something luh. but i wanna go comex again. the sight of computers.. haiz, it's okay luh. going out with my sis is better. so i'm coming home like late luh. my grandma's in hospital again. :( heard she fractured her bone or something then got operation yesterday midnight? Zzz. i hope she's okay luh. okay, i'm going off now. anything, just gimmie a call lor! tata!

2007-08-31T19:56:00.000-07:00

okay, sorry for not coming online for such a long time- 1 night. LOL! okay. lets start off our post from thursday.

thursday, 30th august.
today is zahirah's birthday, over here wanna wish her a hapy birthday luh. hehe. so today school as per normal. lessons and stuff. then at 6 plus took the train down to sunec convention centre to meet up with eugene and nick from work and we went to comex to look at our Macs. looked around, bought the ones we wanted, then left it there first and went for dinner at Surf 'N' Turf. surfed the net there, took dinner which cost $60+ and after dinner and buying the computer we were like broke? so we went to the fountain to talk. talk about the normal stuff we talk about luh, girlfriends and boyfriends, friendship, stress, health, work. talked until 10.20 and the person at Mac called us, saying that they were closing so we ran up to take our computers. then we trained home. the guys fetched me home as usual. my parents invited them in to our house then my dad fetched them back. glad i bought my Mac luh. but that night i reach home already 11.30- 12. lazy to fix. so packed my bag and sleep already.

friday, 31st august.
today went to school as per normal. assembled at the parade square and the normal guys who are there went to 7-11 to get food and stuff, so i same time ask them help me buy lor. then put our bags in our classrooms, then went to the parade square AGAIN. can't we just have assembly in our classrooms? Zzz. then went for the walk-a-jog. so lame! but on the way we used our newspapers to hit each other. so overall still okay. then went back to the parade square got this teachers award thing. Ms Vanitha got this caring teacher award and i thought it was so unbelievable. then at 9 i went for prefect interview and i don't wanna elaborate on it. zz. then went back to class and suddenly became so enthu. jumped and hopped around. then farron went to challange mr teh on push-ups. haha. funny leh. shall not elaborate much on that cause i'm too lazy to. then after school, something big happened. haha. i'm so happy! zz. then went back to unity, saw people, like kh also there. lols, then met ms ain, saw more 6e peeps more than ever! even saw tan yining and chow qianting there. funny! then we went home le lor. haha. what a day. then fixed my computer but the internet didn't work so i only can blog like, now. yeah. so i'm gonna bathe, eat and get ready for my tuition. kays, ta-ta!

2007-08-28T06:32:00.001-07:00

treasure you life more than anything else.

2007-08-24T06:46:00.000-07:00

yayy, blogger has improved. haha. stupid to start my post like that luh. lets go!

today not so many stuff luh. just one conversation between me and shirlynn. here it goes!

ziquan: debbie, you look like my mother.
debb: (stunt until nothing to say)
shirlynn: maybe ziquan mother is very pretty one.
me: then give birthd these kinda child. the dad must be crazy.
shirlynn: maybe the mother marry her brother!
debbie: you two ah~

ok. lets talk about yesterday after school. stayed back to help debb with some stuff. we also kinda changed the great escape lyrics. here it goes again!

paper bags and plastic bags
are all belonging to the shopping cart
its a bye bye
but we got one more night
lets get drunk and drive around
and make piece with an empty town
we can make it wrong
throw it away (throws whats in our hands away)
forget yesterday
we'll make the great escape. (super high pitched)
*waves hands together*

so yesterday was hyyppper. but lotsa stuff happened yesterday too. don't wanna talk about it to spoil the 'happy' mood here.

and comex sucked this year. all the prices so high. even the new macs' prices aren't reasonable. urgh. so when can i get my new mac? my ipod's breaking down. its heating up, always. i think i listen to it for too long. thats what my parents say too. oh ya. tell you about another weirdd conversation.

(debbie calls)
me: halo?
debbie: halo, can find box?
youyuan: who is that?! who is that?!?!?
me: debbie
youyuan: debbie!
debbie: what?
youyuan: debbbiiiEeeeeeeeeeee! (high pitched!)
debbie: whaaaaaaaaaatttttt??!!!! (high pitched)
youyuan: YOU!
debbie: grrr. ok lah, i msg you.
youyuan: grr! grr! grr!
me: *walks away*

click five's album coming out this week i think. i can't wait luh! jenny rocks. i'm getting addicted to it alr! aww man! i think i'll stop here today.. tomorrow got 3.2km run and must reach school at 8.20! no! okay, ta-ta!

2007-08-22T06:18:00.001-07:00

SHE CALLS ME BABY,
THEN SHE WON’T CALL ME,
SAYS SHE ADORES ME,
AND THEN IGNORES ME.

JENNNNNY…
WHAT’S THE PROBLEM?

SHE KEEPS HER DISTANCE,
AND SITS ON FENCES,
LOOKS UP RESISTANCE,
AND BUILDS DEFENSES.

JENNNNNY…
What's THE PROBLEM.

YOU LEAVE ME HANGING ON THE LINE,
EVERYTIME YOU CHANGE YOUR MIND.

CHORUS:

FIRST YOU SAY YOU WON’T,
THEN YOU SAY YOU WILL,
YOU KEEP ME HANGING ON,
AND WE’RE NOT MOVING ON,

I’M STANDING STILL JENNY,
YOU’VE GOT ME ON MY KNEES,
JENNNNNY…
IT’S KILLING ME.

2ND VERSE

SHE’S NEEDS HER OWN SPACE,
SHE’S PLAYING MIND GAMES,
ENDS UP AT MY PLACE,
SAYING THAT she's CHANGED.

JENNNNNY…
WHAT’S THE PROBLEM?

I’M TRYING TO READ BETWEEN THE LINESSSSS,
GOT ME GOING OUT OF MY MINDDDDD.
CHORUS:

FIRST YOU SAY YOU WON’T,
THEN YOU SAY YOU WILL,
YOU KEEP ME HANGING ON,
AND WE’RE NOT MOVING ON.

I’M STANDING STILL JENNY,
YOU’VE GOT ME ON MY KNEES,

JENNNNNY..
IT’S KILLING ME…
IT’S KILLING ME…..
IT’S KILLING MEEEEE…

JENNNNNY…

FIRST YOU SAY YOU WON’T,
THEN YOU SAY YOU WILL,
YOU KEEP ME HANGING ON,
AND WE’RE NOT MOVING ON.

I’M STANDING STILL JENNY,
YOU’VE GOT ME ON MY KNEES,

JENNNY..
FIRST YOU SAY YOU WON’T,
THEN YOU SAY YOU WILL,
YOU KEEP ME HANGING ON,
AND WE’RE NOT MOVING.

WE’RE STANDING STILLL JENNY,
YOU’VE GOT ME ON MY KNEES,

JENNNNNY…
IT’S KILLING ME…
IT’S KILLING ME…..

…JENNY….

2007-08-20T07:24:00.000-07:00

just finished watching bai jia wei guo. good ending though, funny! today was pretty simple luh. just a few stuff.

1) counselling with ms vanitha?
2)training sucked like hell cause i dont know why.
3)i got addicted to mcr songs. is it their songs, or is it you?
4)i did my maths today for 4 hours and my head's gonna crash.

not gonna elaborate so much as its already 10.30 and i'm suppa tired. tomorrow's another long day so i better take a good rest. nitez! (:

2007-08-19T06:50:00.000-07:00

lets start blogging about yesterday. i went training, tuition, then causeway and jurong with laopo! (: feels good talking and going out with her for one day for not talking to her on friday. :(

so we went to causeway to bought A FEW STUFF. sat at KFC for a meal cause laopo was hungry. then we went to jurong library to do work. lotsa stuff happened. don't think debb wanna me to elaborate either. we just bitched about people. xD

so today was the 'at home' day. went to church, then tuition. at least all my homework's done. sense of relief.

short post, will end here.

you suck man. big time. freaking flirty slut who just flirt with people. fugly! you suck, fucker.

2007-08-14T07:43:00.001-07:00

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

2007-08-13T06:04:00.000-07:00

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SAY
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
DONT WNAT
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
WANT*
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
ok then u die
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
DIE
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
DIE
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
DIE
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
why why why/
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
u tell
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
you tell me why i die first
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
cuz u dun wan to tell
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
then wad will happen to me?
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
u shld noe
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
tell
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
TELL
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
TELL
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
I SAID TELL
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
wad?
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
wad will happen?
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
tell
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
i dont know, seriously lah!
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
i noe
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
is farron
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
wait lah, you haven't tell me why i'll die
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
u wan to noe?
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
ya!
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
duhhh~
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
cuz u nvr tell me
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
so wad will happen to me lah!
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
i spread tat u lyk farron
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
outside class
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
in canteen
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
dont go canteen or parade squareeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
alvin i hate you.
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
n of course parade square
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
........
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
if u dont wan me to do it u better tell me
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
DONT WANNA TELL LEH.
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
lol
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
ok u die
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
you muz help me buy coffin, k. muz be nice nice one. muz have the words 'i hate alvin' on it.
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
i buy decomposed 1
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
...
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
no
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
but 10k one
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
alot alot of gold on it
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
with worms and spiders and blah blah blah
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
and of course farron shit
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
...
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
u tell me lah
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
you trying to scare me is it? i die le i cannot see or smell you put inside

[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
tell me
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
nah
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
farron tan yan allen kai en zhng
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
zhng kai en allen
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
so is tan yan or farron
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
...
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
so is farron
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
eh! i got say meh! you cannot assume the facts!
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
i infere
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
history
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
oi
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
farron rite?
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
??
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
tell lah
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
why you keep thinking its farron
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
i dont understand leh
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
i can keep it a secret
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
then dont tell me is tan yan
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
omg
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
watever!
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
omg
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
omg
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
omg
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
its not tan yan
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
omg
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
i swear man!
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
oh
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
ok
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
so
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
i saying is not tan yan
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
so must be farron
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
why is it always farron?
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
i dont understand
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
must be farron
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
when i say tan yan u say u swear not him now farron u nvr say
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
i can choose when to swear and when not to wad
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
farron

we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
why you keep saying its farron!
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
oh
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
then?
we come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. says:
DONT KNOW
[c=4]xxx......:::::╟╥╜ÃĻΏĮŇ♪╙╥╢ :::::......xxx[/c=1] says:
farron

yeah, super stupid conversation. its still on right now. i'm so bored. today wasn't my day. ms nat wasn't here. so for one period, there wasn't any teacher. so the class started chaos about me and F. and i say, CHAOS. it's okay. i'm fine. hheee. cheer me up also! LOL! so, lessons went by quickly. after school, went for training. i hate coach. he's suppa biased. only care abt ______ and not anyone else.

to coach (if you read this. hopefully!): you suck man. you suck big time! you're suppa biased and unreasonable. if people serve wrongly, of course we cannot hit the stroke that you wanna us to hit to properly right? why is it our fault! and, please. when it's training time, let everyone train
don't just leave two or more people at the bench. there'll be extras if they don't do anything. your fucking fuck face make you look so fugly that make me think so fucking fugly smoker you are. you stink like the rubbish bin in geylang with prostitute's undepants and you like to touch people's hand. its super obvious, c'mon. you are not treating everyone evenly! c'mon! do you know how it feels!

ok, i think thats enough. i was just trying to get all my cursings and swearings outta my brain cause i'm thinking too much about it and i'm gonna blow anytime. yeah, i'm gonna stop here and alvin, watch your mouth tomorrow. :D

hah, it's great to know that. thanks for asking what i want for my birthday last week. seriously, i dont want anything. cause i already have the sweetest conversation i can have.

2007-08-12T06:27:00.000-07:00

We swear not to swear again, and we just sworse. oh, whatever lah, Darren Yang!

nothing to blog actually.

TODAY'S ALSO RASCAL&RUSTY'S 4TH MONTH TOGETHER! LOVE!

yeah, went out today, as usual. but school's returning again. so fast, 5 days gone. oh, wtf. anyway, the sept holidays are coming. so still ok. hehe, nothing to blog lah, crap.

2007-08-11T06:38:00.000-07:00

ok. here to blog, though i'm suppa tired and i don't know why. today was not so hectic. but started out to be. morning till 4, i slacked throughout. then i went to go get donuts, then came back. piano-ed, then made macaroni cheese for dinner at my grandma's place. my small cousins were kiut. i had to lift them up to look at the stove for the macaronis. they loved it, haha. everyone did. and the kids like to eat with their hands i-dont-know-why! well, next week's gonna be a suppa busy week. heres my schedule. ENJOY.

sunday
church. tuition. homework. PACK MY TABLE. CLEAN HAMSTER CAGE. visit grandpa and grandma. buy ms nat's wedding gift. decorate 6e teacher's day gift. queensway.

monday
school. training. badminton. make dinner. homework. finish up harry potter.

tuesday
school. irwin's piano lesson xD. gervina's bday celebration. homework. slam dunk. piano.

wednesday
school. badminton. grocery shopping wif dad. JP date with sweetie. homework.

thursday
group tee@ queensway. tuition. piano. homework.

friday (the best buy most tiring!)
school. swimming. delta farce with F. homework. NIGHTOUT.

saturday
tuition. escape& wild wild wet. grandma's birthday. NIGHTOUT.

sunday (second best! but also the second most tiring!)
church. tuition. bugis! sentosa! town!

so, yeah. you people know when to ask me out huh.. the coming week is a NO NO. yup. and, can someone tell me if we need to do the chinese compo and shihan on the chinese worksheet pretty pretty please? cause i'm left with these only. haha, please don't get jealous. i know alot of pple who went to vivo haven't even started on homework.

2007-08-10T06:34:00.000-07:00

k, vivo-ed today. it was hhyypppeeerrr! went for missy donuts fisrt, then met ah-tan and jing en at plaza then we went to lot 1 to meet the rest. then we moved to vivo. first, we went to the movie theatre. me and kanchiong woman were super kanchiong as per usual. so we was the long queue at the cinema. and this was it:

me: ten hundred thousand million people queuing!

ah-tan: dont care dont care juz queue

me: eh? where are the rest?

ah-tan: wah lao, they still at the other end of the shopping mall leh. -_-

and thats how lame we can be. so, luckily shir-lynn's cousin was infront, and we bought the tickets earlier. so we were infront of ten thousand million people. xD then we went to the roof. played i cannot climb cause i was pretty short. hehe. then after that went to the water there and played in the water. then i always splash cause my legs were too short to reach into the pool with just one step. hehe. so i got mocked. (first time ah!) so we played. cam-whored.

then about 1.45, we went to buy our snacks and went into the cinema and we were pretty early.. so this was what happened.

everyone could put their legs on the chair that was infront of them. only i couldn't. then stellar laughed with her head moving in a circular direction. LOL. then the movie started. it's a pretty good show. jackie chan movie, so it's pretty funny too.

so after the movie, we went to toys r us. and i bought my spongebob puppet! yayy! so we walked around, and jing en suddenly mood swing. ran all around to look for her. then i brought her around to play games. in the end the stupid guard go and chase us off cause we were 12+ and the play area was meant for kids 12 or below. whatever man~ then we went in, went to action city, mini toons, then candy empire for chocolates. then took the train back. it was pretty crowded, cause was peak hour le. so i came home, made my pasta, chatted, and here i am blogging.

you weren't there. my smile wasn't complete. though the trip was fun, i will still need you to carry on. kept on thinking about you during the show, and my chest pains are getting worse day by day. at least the fake smile i put on worked. =)

2007-08-09T18:27:00.000-07:00

okay. today, it's gonna be super. cause of a few reasons. haha.

1) i'm totally hyper!
2) i jumped outta bed!
3) vivo-ing with besties!
4) watching rush hour!

can't think of anymore reasons! just know it's gonna be hyperrrr!

2007-08-08T07:39:00.000-07:00

Keep Your Hands Off My Girl

Let the record play,
Let the record play,
Let the record play.

The way that you dance,
The way that you move,
The way that you stare at me across the room,
You carry Dior bags,
And you got your Chanel,
You wear Louis Vuitton, HG, and YSL,
Now I got what you need,
I got DCMA
I got brass knuckles hanging,
From my neck in my chain,
I got a model 26,
But she stays in her place,
I got a curve shirt neatly,
Tucked inside in my waist.

[Chorus:]
And the record keeps playing,
The same old song,
The hipster keeps mugging on me all night long,
They say "Aha, ahha",
Keep your hands off my girl,
Keep your hands off my girl,
They say "Aha, ahha",
But the record keeps playing,
The same old song,
They say "Aha, ahha",
Keep your hands off my girl,
Keep your hands off my girl.

Now she sweating my friends,
And my hurricane shoes,
She likes the records I spin,
But out Adam Barton tattoos,
But she can't say "what's up",
So what does she do,
She just stays posted up,
The other side of the room,
I got AMC tattooed on my hand,
I got black wall street on a black bandana.

[Chorus:]
And the record keeps playing,
The same old song,
The hipster keeps mugging on me all night long,
They say "Aha, ahha",

Keep your hands off my girl,
Keep your hands off my girl,
They say "Aha, ahha",
But the record keeps playing,
The same old song,
They say "Aha, ahha",
Keep your hands off my girl,
Keep your hands off my girl.

She, she, she don't wanna talk about it,
He, he, he wants to fight about,
Me, me, I don't wanna fight about it,
I just wanna be about it,
I'm just trying to stay about it,
Step out the wagon,
You know the boy starts to hate,
The girl that came with him,
They like that's not the boy she dates,
They get the fighting and swearing,
And now the boyfriend is staring,
The disco ball on the ceiling,
Looks like the chain that I'm wearing,
But the music keeps playing,
I got brass knuckles hanging,
from my neck in my chain,
I got brass knuckles hanging,
from my neck in my chain.

And the record keeps playing,
The same old song,
The hipster keeps mugging on me all night long,
They say "Aha, ahha",
Keep your hands off my girl,
Keep your hands off my girl,
And the record keeps playing,
The same old song,
The hipster keeps mugging on me all night long,
They say "Aha, ahha",
Keep your hands off my girl,
Keep your hands off my girl.

You carry Dior bags,
And you got your Chanel,
You wear Louis Vuitton, HG, and YSL,
Now I got what you need,
I got DCMA,
I got brass knuckles hanging,
From my neck in my chain,
I got brass knuckles hanging,
From my neck in my chain....

2007-08-08T04:08:00.000-07:00

GUESS WHAT!

i just watched Secret. the all time movie i have always wanted to watch. haha.

okay, so today was the national day celebrations. went to school with the tee which is featured on me above. yeah. had fun, was super enthu, k! so, ya. after that, lunched with 6e peeps. funny, then neo-ed. then after that watched secret. now, i don't know if i wanna play piano le.. hahaha. so here blogging. may be going to movie on friday with shir-lynn, stellar, farron and tan yan.

sorry, not in detail. no mood to blog, though..

2007-07-29T00:55:00.000-07:00

SHAWN! vote for him tomorrow!

2007-07-27T08:09:00.000-07:00

life hasn't been good these days. my mum's been scolding me for no good reason. tomorrow, i'll leave early from the house to complete my work before training. let me tell you briefly what happened just now.

my sis wanna the ipod den ask me to charge. then the wire is outside somewhere in the house deep down. then i cannot find. then my mother ask me why in the middle of the night do these.then she keep those wires, she don't wanna tell me where, i lost my temper. c'mon. its not my fault. my sis 9 then told me, i got work to do. so now i do this lah.
why is it my fault man.why is it always me? i'm so tired already. can you just give me a short break?

school? pretty okay. nothing to talk about lately too.

Laying here; wondering,
Thinking non-stop about him.
Is he hurt?
Is he sad?
Or is he even happy?

A simple tear rolls down my cheek,
I haven't seen him in so long!
The picture of him in my head,
Is even starting to slowly fade.

Holding his picture close to me;
I close my eyes and dream.
Dreaming that he's here with me,
Holding me as I sleep.

Jolted back to reality,
I'm laying here alone.
With just a picture of my love,
Only a picture to hold.

A picture is worth a thousand words,
And this one is worth more.
It brings back a memory,
Filling my heart full of joy.

I cross my arms around me;
Close my eyes and hope.
But it's just not the same,
Compared to when he holds me.

It's been too long without him.
A week, two, or more has passed.
I just can't help the pain that hits.
As I lie here and realize once again;
That I am here without him.

2007-07-24T06:09:00.000-07:00

TODAY'S WEATHER WAS LOVE!

nothing much today. just like a typical tuesday. but my new table came in! its whhiiitteee! i love! so, yeah. training has been alright. but yesterday, atiqah and stellar's racket string burst. coincidence right? yeah! currently into the song- 不能说的秘密(Shuo Bu Chu De Mi Mi) by Jay Chou. i also wanna watch the movie with ... yeah. lols. pretty lame post. but currently not in the mood yeah, sorry people.

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面

拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变你走过的时间
你用力的指尖只是和我说再见
想想你在身边才完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

2007-07-14T18:01:00.000-07:00

穿上洋装看着手表
时间快到心碰碰的跳
和你的第一次约会来临了

金色的阳光洒满人行道
换了新唇膏把头发弄好
要你看到我的好
喜欢看你走路充满自信
说话时候你的专注眼神
温柔的表情笑容里的天真
我相信找不到有比你更好的人
你心里理想情人是几分
是否也会有我的份
好想知道你的100分
会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生
增加我戏份
我想问亲爱的你把感情升等
朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要让我一直等
听着那时间滴答的走
对街的你在点头
好像一个梦渐渐走到我前头
好想知道你的100分
会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生
增加我戏份
我想问亲爱的你把感情升等
朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要让我一直等

喜欢看你走路充满自
信说话时候你的专注眼神
温柔的表情笑容里的天真
我相信找不到有比你更好的人
你心里理想情人
是几分是否也会有我的份
好想知道你的100分
会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生
增加我戏份
我想问亲爱的你把感情升等
朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要让我一直等
听着那时间滴答的走
对街的你在点头
好像一个梦渐渐走到我前头
好想知道你的100分会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生
增加我戏份
我想问亲爱的你把感情升等
朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要让我一直等

Chuan shang yang zhuang kan zhe shou biao
Shi jian kuai dao xin peng peng de tiao
He ni de di yi ci yue hui lai lin le
Jin se de yang guang sa man ren xing dao
Huan le xin chun gao ba tou fa nong hao
Yao ni kan dao
Wo de hao

Xi huan kan ni zou lu chong man zi xin
Shuo hua shi hou ni de zhuan zhu yan shen
Wen rou de biao qing xiao rong li de tian zhen
Wo xiang xin
Zhao bu dao you bi ni geng hao de ren
Ni xin li li xiang qing ren shi ji fen
Shi fou ye hui
You wo de fen

# Hao xiang zhi dao ni de yi pai fen
Hui gei zen yang de ren
Qin ai de ni bu yao zai mo sheng
Zeng jia wo xi fen
Wo xiang wen
Qin ai de ni ba gan qing sheng deng
Peng you bian cheng qing ren
Ke bu ke yi
Gao su wo biao zhun
Bu yao rang wo yi zhi deng

Repeat *#

Ting zhe na shi jian di da de zou
Dui jie de ni zai dian tou
Hao xiang yi ge meng Jian jian
Zou dao wo qian tou

Repeat #

i fking love this song lyrics. it carries so much meaning of how i feel now okay! so i'm not gonna post for like ... 3 weeks?

ITS THE THIRD SONG IN MY PLAYLIST!

2007-07-14T08:26:00.000-07:00

its 11.30 now, so i'm gonna post fast as my sis wanna use the comp too. peishan's also very tired okay!today i went for training in the morning, but went to mac to finish up my homework and met atiq at the station to go to CC together. training sucked big time cause we all tio from seniors for playing with ball. then went pizzza hut-ting with qianting, weiwei and bird. ate until 50 dollars plus. expensive lor, can. then went for tuition at NUS. super tired, almost fell asleep there. then went to the hospital to visit my grandma and had my eye check-up. everything's fine.. then went to starbucks below to got a hot drink, and look at the Macs they had. yeah. so came back, did my compo, and here i am blogging. tomorrow, gonna watch dim sum dollies with my cuzzins! yeah, pretty excited. oh ya, harry potter rocks big time, the effects were super cool, k. recommended by peishan! yayy me! so, yeah. gonna stop here. nitz, guys!

2007-07-11T06:14:00.000-07:00

ok. i have this funny feeling. in school, i think about lotsa stuff that i wanna blog. but when i log onto the blogger website, i got nothing to blog. LOL.
nvm about that. today was peishan's happy day!
first was english. ms nat was singing instead of talking today, and she called me and shir-lynn aliens because first, we talk alien language. second, we act like one. and thirdly, we talk like one. ok. so next was lit. mr tan taught us. ms tang came in to the class with a not so good mood, but i kept saying 'emo' for the Great-Gran thing then she started to laugh. haha. not bad huh. then was recess, then after that was HOM. nothing much, just a little xiao bao gao. hahaz. then after that was maths. i started to draw '1 year older doesn't equal to more nagging' then when she looked at it, she laughed like crazy. then we also started to bully her, and said that we were the first and only class who bullies her. lolz. she's a little crazy. so after that was history. elayne went for tournament at 12.15. so i kept taking notes and looking outta the window, until i got caught by him. first time got caught by teacher and the teacher is him leh. sway or what. so after that, lesson ended, eat at school and went for training. nothing much to elaborate on training, then came home, ordered mac in, and here i am blogging.

Maybe its not the best, at least i'm trying my best.

I've given my heart, soul, commitment, energy, time, effort...
the rest is all up to you

2007-07-10T06:40:00.000-07:00

ok. don't wanna talk about my day. haha, blogging for the sake of blogging. so first, wanna talk abt a book 'The Five People You Meet In Heaven'. currently reading this book, halfway through. its about what's gonna happen when you die. recommended for christians yeah! jesus rock! ok. then.
secondly, i have been doing 'invisible chair' with my sis. we were shouting like nobody's business until my dad came into the room. but its good lah, kinda liking it. hehe.
thirdly, if you would realise, i have nth to blog about, so i'm gonna stop here.

2007-07-06T05:54:00.000-07:00

k, juz a few recent stuff before i start my normal day-blogging.

blog song changed.
grandma in hospital. :((
happy birthday to weiheng on the 5th.
happy birthday to laura on the 6th.
happy birthday to ms vanitha on the 7th.
happy birthday to me on EVERYDAY!
nah, just joking yeah.

ok. my mood is pretty ok nowadays. just a few happenings that i don't really wanna mention. so juz nw, went to school as per normal, of course. first, it was bio. i tell you, bio sux, totally! i was almost asleep in class can? ok. after 2 periods of bio, was english. not bad lah, the teacher was joking as per usual. and i got one of my highest scores for compre! 33/50! super happy! k, then it was recess. wished laura happy birthday, disturbed marilyn. then was chinese lesson. teacher wasn't in a very good mood so i didn't kajiao her. then write sihan, ok lah, i think i wrote pretty good. heeheeee. then was maths. teacher wasn't in a good mood either. so after awhile, i started to kajiao and be sarcastic at her. i was like .. 'teacher, saturday got one event right, but i forgot leh. what is it ah?' ok, its super sarcastic, i know. but at least, ms vanitha started to laugh. then the whole class started to become more lively! see, i so good right. then after school, came home. then went to stadium for swimming again. didn't swim cuz of personal reasons. then thoven came, got chased by mr siah. lol. then met me after that, bought laura's present, then went home le. my sis spoilt my mood again, always like that. don't wanna talk about it anyway. so i actually went to take a nap lah, pretty comfy actually. haha. grandma's actually in the hospital, but i very bad leh, these few days never go see her, cause i got no time. tuition, training, school, repeat. its all the same for me. i can't really enjoy around this year and i think all other years also lor. but it's ok. i got to get used to hectic lifestyle. yeah. weekends are kept for my family, sometimes my friends. so, saturday got training, tuition, then i'm going to borders to check out MJ's book, and crumpler of course. then heading to centrepoint to look for cage for rusty and rascal. then sunday would be service in the morning, then skipping in fitness corner for about 45 mins? then free time, should be revising then. my homework's actually done, so i' m pretty not-so-worried for the moment. i just need to revise bio cuz i only got the notes, but i nvr pay attention in class! but of course, not only bio, other subj too. also, i would like to put the lyrics of
Aerosmith- I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing,
Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
While you're far away and dreaming,
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in this moment forever,
When every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure,
(Chorus) I don't wanna close my eyes,
I don't wanna fall asleep,
Cause I'd miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing,
Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream would never do,
I'd still miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing.
Lying close to you, feeling your heart beating,
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming,
Wondering if it's me you're seeing,
And then I kiss your eyes,
And thank God we're together,
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever,
Forever and ever.

(Chorus)

And I don't wanna miss one smile,
I don't wanna miss one kiss,
I just wanna be with you,
Right here with you,
just like this,
Well I just wanna hold you close,
And feel your heart so close to mine,
And just stay here in this moment,
For all the rest of time
Yeah (yeah)
yeah (yeah)
yeah

(Chorus repeated 2 times)

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep,
yeah I don't wanna miss a thing

nice song . i think it carries lotsa meaning. yeah! ok, i think i'm gonna stop here. gonna go to macs to meet my sis to pass her file. yeah, at 9.30 in the night. zzZ.

2007-07-03T07:11:00.000-07:00

k, peishan's happy today! although never go eat with him, but never mind! i got my fun! heres a few examples!

1) folkdance lessson= 5678= wild wild west= BEST ROW! :D
2) english lesson with ms nat= crapping= laughing!
3) literature lesson with ms tang= talking rubbish(only me)= teacher respond rubbish to me!
4) chinese lesson with chen lao shi= making fun of me= me talking rubbish= craziezxz teacher and student!
5) audition with -MusixBoii- =long time no play!= competition!
6) dinner with eugene di at lot 1= saw ZAHIRAH and her stead= saw nick and eugene korrs with long hair after O's= new ZINC wallet= happy day for me!

ok. so today is happy day for me! i love today! though i never go dinner with him lor, hopefully tomorrow after training can bah!

2007-07-01T07:58:00.000-07:00

If a girl cries infront ofyou,it means that shecouldn'ttake itanymore.

If you take her hand,she would stay withyou forthe rest ofyour life;

If you let her go,she couldn't go back tobeing herself anymore.

A girl wont cry easily,Except in front of theperson who she love the most, she becomes weak.

A girl wont cry easily,only when she loves you the most, she puts down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries bcos of you please hold her hands firmly, she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.

Guys, if a girl cries bcos of you,please dont give herup, maybe bcos of your decision,you ruin her life.

When she cry right infront of you, When she cry bcos ofyou, Look into her eyes, Can u see n feel thepain n hurt she's feeling?

Think.

Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity, Infront of you, And bcos of you?

She cry not because she is weak, She cry not bcos she wants sympathy or pity

She cry,Because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt, n agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys,Think about it,

If a girl cry her heart out to you, And all because of you, Its time to look back onwhat u have done,

Only you will know the answer to it.Do consider it,Cos one day,It may be too late for regrets, It may be too late to say "im sorry".

2007-06-22T08:43:00.000-07:00

It's so hard to know
The way you feel inside
When there's so many thoughts
And feelings that you hide
But you might feel better
If you let me walk with you
By your side

All of the times
When everything is wrong
And you're feeling like there's no use going on
You can't give it up
I'll help you work it out
And carry on

2007-06-22T03:39:00.001-07:00

gosh, i think i'm falling in love! :D

2007-06-21T07:52:00.000-07:00

k. wanna blog today. but nothing really happened, so lets talk about yesterday. went to sch in the mornin to help ms vanitha to tutor others for maths. then went to lunch with seniors, then training. once training was over, was headed to plaza for mos for dinner. then me and laura bought donuts. then we went back home le .. nothing much nowadays, actually. k, gonna stop here now.

I shouldn't love you,
but I want too.
I just can't turn away.
I shouldn't see you,
but I can't move.
I can't look away.

i'm very tired.

2007-06-19T06:20:00.000-07:00

wah ..!! i'm damn pissed! NEO SEI WEI! i told you ms vanitha only nid 1 or 2 people to coach others for maths. not 1 or 2 more! i'm damn fking pissed with you leh! even tan yan and farron also, can! argh!

k, went out for dinner with thoven, glenn and berenice. i ate pepper lunch. all of us ate the same thing lah, actually. ok, den walked around and glenn cause thoven into big big trouble. go to thoven's blog, i think he will post abt it. so we went to minitoons, bought my present for bird, then go to the bluez, bought a ring. its cool, black and white one. bird bought pink one, and thoven again, bought black, white and green one. k, then after that we went off le. its very plain lah, nothing much actually.

so tomorrow, i got to go to school at 10 for the stupid math thingy then go for lunch, then training, then dinner out again, then home. tomorrow's gonna be another long long day. haiish.

2007-06-16T23:43:00.000-07:00

k, i'm starting to hate blogger. no more pics can upload le.

KL TRIP!

2007-06-15T08:09:00.000-07:00

k, just came back home from KL after 6 hrs bus ride. so now, i'm super tired lor. anyway, there were of course, lots of pics, and lots of funny stuff. so now, i'm gonna blog the first three days first, then tomorrow the another 2.

Day 1
went to school at about 7. before that, went to top up my prepaid for my phone. reached school, fill up the immigration form, pack stuff and got on the bus. pass immigration, blah, then reached melaka for lunch. we started to eat, eat and after eating, we realised that all the vegetables were left. so we started playing a number game. one person thinks of a number, and we take turns to guess. so, if the person guessed the number, they got to eat a full spoon of the vegetables! so after awhile, the plate of vegetables started to get lesser and lesser, but never finished cause there wasn't enough time. then after that, another long bus ride of taking pictures. i also disturbed angeline by hitting my eeyore on her head, and she started hitting mine too. i also disturbed qianting, by snatching my eeyore away from inside her jacket. then laura took her spongebob and i started taking she and her spongebob together! she took my camera too, and took a candid pic of isabel who looked super cute in that pic! i also took quite a number of pics of thoven, who usually came to my sit to snatch my place? haha, its okay. after all these, we reached KL and the bus ride didn't seem long at all! checked in to our hotel, and i started to be the big 'mama' of atiqah and lichuang. i kinda controlled them lor, to keep the room neat. hehehe. and, i also realised that our room and qianting's room had a window connected so we can just open it and we can shout across the window to communicate! cool right? so we chatted, then packed our luggage and changed out of our PE shirt. mr ong also came in to ask if out hotel room is okay. then, we also started to receive pranks from other rooms. until now, i also don't know who pranked us. haha. so after that, went for dinner, and again, there was lots of vegetables left, and only isabel was eating them. but still, we played the number game and the loser got to eat the vegetables. then, got stock taking. went in groups of five. first, we went to a clothes stall for a walk. then, atiqah started to collect some 'collectables'. it was the size of the shirt which was stuck on the hanger. we took all sizes and colours. wanted to know if she would get caught after bringing it out, she stood near the door and threw one of it out. then, the censor didn't make any sound, so we walked out of the shop safely. haha. then, we want to sasa. lichuang bought some nail polish for herself and i bought a perfume for my dad for father's day. there, atiqah also tried out the colour of cosmetics and put on her hand and her hand was colourful, k. she also tried out the perfumes, asking for lots of samples, but didn't buy. haha. then we walked around, then went to cold storage and bought 55 riggit of food and more liquid. i took a basket at first, then everyone followed. haha. i bought cereal, coke, milo, milk, lots more, to say. then after that, we went back to the lobby to gather to tick our names. we were 10 minutes early and mr ong was there, so we can tick and go up first. then we hotel to put our stuff down, took turns to bathe, then went to angeline's room to play cards. we brought food and i brought my eeyore too. we played dai di and angeline taught us a new game. everyone changed their name, and if you got the same card as the person, you must call her new name. so we started, and mumbled lots of names out. when the game ended, i got the most number of cards. so i got to fourfeet, which was to go to the boys room, choose one of them and tell him that he is cool and handsome. so, i chose thoven! he was cute, though. so i told him that he was cute and handsome, he thanked me, and even gave me a sweet! thanks! then for the second round of the game, shi man lost, and got to call the boys to disturb them. this was how it was.

thoven: hello?
shiman: hello. is yong keng there?
thoven: wait arh. YONGKENG !!!
yongkeng: gan ma?
shiman: is gabriel there?
yongkeng: wait arh. GABRIEL!!
gabriel: gan ma?!?
shiman: is richie there?
gabriel: wait arh. RICHIE!
richie: gan ma?
shiman: is thoven there?
richie: SI LE LAH!

haha. pretty funny. then after that, it was about 11.15, then we went back to our room, and i realised that i left my eeyore in their room! so i called angeline, and this was our conversation.

angeline: hello?
me: angeline arh, i'm peishan.
angeline: orh, k. what?
me: I LEFT MY EEYORE IN YOUR ROOM! CAN BRING HERE?
angeline: you come take lor. who ask you to leave it here.
me: please lah. come here give me can?
angeline: you come take lor.
me: come give leh.
angeline: you come take lor.
me: hmm. never mind. tomorrow then i go take for you.
angeline: ok lor, anything.

then abt 3 minutes later, she came in to pass me my eeyore. so i thanked her like hell lah. haha. but seriously, thanks, angeline. then we packed our bags for the next day, then 11.30 mr ong came in to check on us. so after checking, we went to sleep.

Day 2
woke up at 6 though wake up call was 6.30. then i bathed, woke atiqah up, she bathed, then i woke lichuang up, and we prepared. then at 6.40, three of us were prepared, and went for breakfast with angeline and our rackets and stuff. 7.30, we went down to gather at the lobby. some people were late, like mabel and company, and senior guys. and mr ong scolded them. and, tonight's lightd off will be earlier too. then, we had a 45 mins ride to MBA. we started out with out warm up, and ran 10 times up and down the whole hall. pretty tough, but still can handle. and i also got pretty headache, i think because of my heavy breakfast. training was pretty okay, but i've not done physical stuff for quite a long time, so somehow it's pretty tiring for me. then, went for lunch in MBA, played the same game again, same penalty. we also went to the shop, to look for the MBA shirt but it was all sold out. then training again till 4, when the MBA tees came. bought it at a discounted price. we had nothing to do, then slacked and started playing dai de with perry and xiang ren. not sure where conan was at that time. then at 6.30 took dinner, then went up to the air con room to have a sport physiology talk. its about mental thinking in you when having a match. what inspired me was why we usually play 'off-form'. it's pretty special i see, and that's when motivation come in use. after that, went back to the hotel. too late to do stock taking le. so lights off at 10.30. its earlier cause of those who were late. so, went to angeline's room again and went back at 10 plus. then, conan, perry and xiang ren called us for a chat. we talked till 1 plus and got really close to them. we even agreed to have breakfast tomorrow. we talked about lots of things lah, can? so here are come examples..

Conversation 1
conan: eh, you all like mabel?
atiqah, lichuang, me: NO?!
(so we started talking all about her)

i think that was all for that day, i couldn't remember much. then went prepare, then sleep.

day 3
the morning was pretty alike as day 2, except we took breakfast with the 3 guys. mabel was sitting behind us, and she kept looking at us, so we talked and looked at her too. we didn't talk much actually, then went down together to the lobby to gather, then headed for MBA. didn't do warm up today, only ran 5 rounds around the hall, then training started.it ended at 11, we went for lunch, same game, then changed to our clothes as we were going shopping! we had from 1.30 to 3.30 to shop. we walked around, i bought a few earrings, and a spiderman for farron and tan yan each. talked somemore, we came across to a shop and they had a sword there, and atiqah started to strangle me with that sword. fun lah, of course. then as time flies, it was 3.30 already. we gathered at KFC, then went back to MBA as i slept on the ride back. then, we had a friendly match. guys game were pretty good, but girls lose like shit. so took our dinner, played the game, then went back to the hotel for stock taking. after that, the guys came to our room to play. then, more guys came, even the sec 2s. they were druck lah, can? so our room became so hot lah. everyone complained about the spoilt air con. then they played blackjack with money. while i keep asking them to lower the volume. this continued till 11.30, when i asked them to go off. then, while me, atiqah and lichuang were cleaning the room, the sec 2 boys called again.they say they wanna come at 12 plus. then we shouted across the room to berenice and qianting they all, all sleeping le. they told us not to open the door le. then we prepared for tomorrow, then straight went to sleep cause its already about 12 and we don't think that mr ong would come in anymore.

day 4
pretty alike like day 3, just that stellar came into our room at about 6 cause she didn't want to be in the same room with the girls. and, we didn't have breakfast with the guys, but it's okay, actually. so after that, we went to MBA as usual and trained. not much to elaborate too. then after training, we bathed, lunched. then during lunch, the waitor spilt don't know what drink on my bag till i cried can? fucking asshole cheeseburger can? then after that, we went up to the air con room to have a talk. then, we received towels, drinks and a graduation of certificate. we trained for 2 days and got a certificate? LOL. then after that, a long bus ride to mid valley mega mall. we shopped and ate there. at first, wanna watch men in white with perry they all, but too late le. so we went our own way, until my legs wanna break le leh. then we went for dinner, very nice lor. cost us about 45 SGD. but its worth it, actually. then we also went to toys r us. we played the soccer ball, the baby 'computer', and the puzzle thingy that lichuang, atiqah and lichuang bought, while i bought my egg white snaps, pulls and bounces. cool? then after that, went on the bus and sat around xiangren, who was damn crap. he took the egg i bought, and made a sperm shape out of it. and asked atiqah what it is, and she didn't know. but i know lah, of course. then we tried bouncing it, until it rolled down. played the same thing for the bus ride. and mr ong said that that nite's lights off is at 12. we were super happy lah. then after that conan and the sec 2 girls came to our room to watch ghost rider. it was a pretty cool movie, except for some parts which were pretty shocking. then, i went into the bedroom and gambled. first round and i had already won 12 riggit. cool? so i win le, i go back to watch the movie. during the movie, glenn and some senior boys were wanting to come in, but we didn't allow them. haha, too bad. then we called mr ong as they keep disturbing us. he told me to tell them to get lost and that instructions was by him. after that, they went all already, or is it they sat outside? i'm not sure, actually. so the movie ended, and everyone went back to their room as it was 12 already. then, conan called and said that tonight they will be sleeping at bo hao's room, together with thoven. then we also went to berenice's room to play. our conversation were kinda private, so i shall not say it here. then as i was very tired already, and it was like 2 plus le, we went back to our room, i slept like a pig, and atiqah and lichuang were still watching TV and playing cards.

day 5
woke up at 8 when the morning call rang, and also woke up conan and berenice they all. then the same thing, we went for breakfast with stellar who came in at 8.10 and gathered at 9.45, then we had city tour. when we reached the palace, we saw a guy sitting on the horse. then gabriel and richie they all wanna go di siao the horse and guy. don't know what they do also. i think the teacher stopped them. but we didn't go down. instead, we played dai di. so next was the longest flag pole in the world. we were all interested, so we went down. it was pretty call lah, not bad. see le, take pic le, went up the bus lor. then cont playing dai di. then next stop was the twin tower, cont playing dai di. then angeline was playing with thoven they all, so she came to sit with me and lichuang. then it was lunch,we ate pretty full. and time flied pretty fast so we didn't have time to play. then back the bus, i slept like a pig lah, with angeline sitting beside me. then woke up at the 2nd toilet stop and went to the toilet. then slept again, till yong peng there. bought waffle and hot dog bread and snacked on the bus. then we started to take pics and talk talk talk abt lotsa stuff, but i forgot le. hehe, sorry guys. then reached immigration there, do wad we needed, then the bus brought us back to school. noah was pretty smart lah. cause we didn't change bus, he left us bubble gum in the bus and brought it back to singapore. haha. cool right? k, so we went to school, put my luggage with my dad, then went to dinner with thoven, glenn, perry, noah, conan, berenice, qianting and laura and after awhile, kegan came too. we ate ate ate, then went back. qianting's parents came to fetch her, and saw qianling too. then bused home le.

i think this trip is super good, it bond the whole C division team together. i loved the trip lots, the fun, everything. i find it super meaningful lah, really.

2007-06-10T08:25:00.000-07:00

k, blogging once again. i'm now in a ultra dark room with my grandma sleeping and i'm using the computer. so, leaving for kl in about 8 hours and i'm having so much typos cuz there isn't any light around. so i'm taking a super long time to blog, k. so, not gonna blog until friday night or saturday. so this blog will be 'dead' for the moment. and again, i feel like blogging, but just don't know blog what leh. k, think i'm gonna stop here, cause my dad is nagging again. saying that i will not be able to wake up tmr. so .. take care, guys.

2007-06-09T07:43:00.000-07:00

k, today was, pretty plain. went for training in the morning. then went jamming with the guys. then went for tuition. then went to jessica's house for her birthday. then went to jurong point with my mum to get all necessary needs for my KL trip. then i came home. packing KL trip stuff is almost done. i just need some more stuff the be packed on that day, like handphone charger, comb, bla bla. tomorrow, going to lot 1 to get my hamster food. before that, got to go to the zoo with eugene. haha. he's such a cutiepie, k. P4 and he still goes to the zoo, some more asked me to follow him cuz i'm goin off on monday. haha, he's gonna miss me, and i'm gonna miss him, for sure! then after that i'll be home to prepare for monday's long long bus ride. i'm currently very bored, okay. i can't play neopet games. eh? can play miniclips right? ok. gonna play later. yeah, so that's about it. anyway, happy birthday, jie!

reply of tags:
berenice: yeah..
zona: paiseh! will do it asap!
thoven: added!
thoven and winz: thanks for tagging! haiiyoh, and stop fighting leh. every tagboard that i go to got both of you bitchin one..
kaili and qianling: thnx for tagging.
cleo: normal enough.

2007-06-07T07:47:00.000-07:00

k, nothing much today anyway. went to clementi for conference and back home. tomorrow's gonna be another busy day. 9.50 in the morning, got to meet angeline to give lichuang's form to her. after that 10.45 must meet gervina to go to lot one to sushi! until about 12.15, she go for volleyball then at 1 i go for soccer and badminton with the guys. then i got to head down to causeway with the niggers. then after come back for soccer again, and then go to lot 1 to meet my dad to get my pants, and then go to NUS to get my sis from her tuition, then can go home. argh! i'm gonna be super tired, k. of course, pictures will be up!
hmm, also heard that tomorrow there'll be lotsa boys tomorrow, and i'm the only girl. die le lor. hmm, but i think it's okay bah. they're considered girls too. ;D
okay, another big problem. i feel like blogging but i don't know what to blog. like wth? so, i guess i'm gonna end here as i got nothing to blog, it's already 11.27 and i got meet angeline at 9.50 and i'm like freaking tired these days, not waking up like usual, and i can't sleep either. ohmygod, i better go see a doctor, fast.

2007-06-05T19:01:00.001-07:00

SHAWN SHAWN SHAWN! <3!>

went down to arena yesterday again, and got the itenary for the KL trip. not sure if i'm looking forward to it though. so much of training, not sure if i can handle it too. oh ya, i also restringed my racket. haha. Yonex BG 66 tension 27. people call me crazy. okay. nothing much to post about here..

replies of tagsss

CLEO: no lah, it's normal.. hehe.

nathaniel: NATHANIEL! (((:

berenice: don't wanna talk about it anymore.

tingfang: anything bah, hehe..

jingting: yeah, sure. hehe.

2007-06-03T07:06:00.000-07:00

you stupid, short, lame, ugly, white betrayer, backstabber, liar, hypocrite who spread rumours and talk bad about people. stop it man. look at yourself. you ain't perfect either. you're short, pervertic, flirt, quiet. playing with guys feelings only. and stop trying to gain sympathy as you're not trying as hard. i know i have more friends than you, creep. try harder. acting cute is not for you as you're not cute. laughing and mocking at teachers ain't nice. i know you wanna break down. wanna cry. wanna die, even better. let me give you advice: GO AHEAD. I SUPPORT YOU. JUST DO IT! thinking that you're so pro in badminton, win a national title for me then. i'll see where you will go. flirt with guys, playing with their feelings, its so nice for you yeah. well, here's what i wanna tell you:
stop flirting, talking bad about people, trying to gain best friends and sympathy, acting cute and GET A LIFE. I DONT LIKE YOU. :D

2007-06-02T05:51:00.000-07:00

okay, never blogged for quite long .. talk about two days ago first.

yesterday, went to school as early as 7 to check out the notice board. and there were no names. shall not elaborate till ... 9 plus when i was with qianting and berenice. we went to causeway point, there were no shops open, so came to my house and used my computer.. then later about 10.20 gina called qianting and told her that she must go for the match. so we rushed to yew tee immediately and reached about 10.30. then we HIGHED all the way to arena club to play our match. unfortunately, we lost to farfield, shall not elaborate anymore. after that, we went to BK downstairs we have our lunch. we were SUPER CUTE okay. i ate the kids meal and got this toy. then i started playing with it like some retard okay. then, we ate, joked, then took a taxi back to cck, then i went home. after that, went downstairs with nigel and diyanah. <3>

now yesterday...
nothing much actually. went for training in the morning, lunched at limbang mac with berenice and lichuang, then went jamming with nigel and ada, of course. then after that i went home and my cousins came at about 8.45 to visit my grandma, of course. and then, they went back at around 10.30, and i straight away go slp le. too tired to do anything already.

and just now ...
went to the tournament at 10.30 with seniors. then after that , went for the match, and we walked-over cause our opponent never come. stroked awhile, and left at about 1.45. weiwei and angeline wanted to go home sleep first, so left me and laura, lunched at mos at JP. we eat eat, talk talk, then after that went to buy ice-cream and walked to toys-r-us. then laura saw one big big spongebob and started to scream. then after that, we saw a spongebob monopoly and she screamed again. haha. (laura: next time i buy for you bah.) then after that, we got very tired, and trained back home, and here i am blogging now ..

reply of tags
vivien: k, i'll link you.
qianting: its about a week to KLLLLLLL! AHHH! aww. we don't have to care about any someone or whatsoever.
jingyi: oh, hello. ;D
berenice: yeah. i know you at my house tag de. -___-
cleo: of course lah, i may be one to you know. heee.
arhqian: oh shut up.. you always despise me one leh.
laura: yeah, go girl!

(pictures next time)

2007-05-29T07:16:00.000-07:00

hmm. not so much of blogger mood today.

reply of tags

qianting: i wan cry ler lah. why you say i suck!?!?!? T.T

arhqian: hi. i'm decent. :D

someone: hi there. nice to meet you. you know me but i don't know you. that's weird huh. in this 'trying to make it as long as possible' paragraph here, i hope that i could talk very nicely to you and get the facts and knowledge you need in your head. for your info, i'm also in the school that you want to go. ok, let's start. firstly, i really really hope that you would put your real name in this tagboard. whether you are my mei or so, i just want to know who you are. if you are goin to do so, thank you so much. i appreciate it. i told you to do so cause everyone is original. they don't have to be 'someone' to be someone else. they should just be themselves. yeah. secondly, i think you saw what she tagged at my blog. she said that she never say that 6c is very qian da. what she said, doesn't mean i believe her. i wanna listen to your side of the story. if you never hear her say that 6c is qian da, i don't think you should put words into her mouth. maybe her actions tell you so. but to herself, she didn't mean it. thirdly, i understand whats going on here. she, as a prefect, is catching your grooming. overall, if this is true, i don't want to say this, but you guys are at fault. school rules aren't meant to be broken. as a prefect, that's her job too. but it doesn't mean that i totally agree with her. i know she's different from other prefects. she judges everyone's grooming very seriously. just wanna you to know that i'm not siding anyone. hope to get your reply soon.

2007-05-27T05:49:00.000-07:00

okay. today was a fine day. i woke up early to wake gervina up! isn't that nice of me? ((: okay. maybe i disturbed her up. haha. but she really got to wake up okay! its 9am already. hahaha~ so we chatted abit. told me some stuff that i cannot say here. want to know ask me okay! to gervina: i wont say relax~ ((((: so ask me also no use lah. lol. no meaning? okay, never mind. then i do my puzzle le, then i watched wei xiao pasta! its super nice. he qun and his brother are so cuteee! all q-tee pies! like zhiheng, alvin and kaien on thursday! hahaha! okay. i'm crazy. i watched it the whole day lor. i just stopped for a moment to blog. hehehe. so .. here i am blogging? after this i'm gonna .. pack my bag for tomorrow's training! it's blue jersey tomorrow! and tomorrow i got to go photocopy the lyrics .. now, i don't know why my neck hurts. i waw blogging and blogging then suddenly .. got pain in my neck. i think got someone curse me a pain in his/her neck. heck that person. LOL. stupid lor.
well, i also cannot wait for tomorrow. maybe gonna have lunch with gervina and lichuang. if lichuang bothers to go .. and after training going out with lance and my sis .. so yeah .. that's about it ..

reply of tags
arhqian: oh, i'm very high! proper english okay, PSLE girl!
zona: i think i linked you already .. oh ya! link already. zz!
thoven: hellooo thoven !! i tagged you too !
J: i don't know you but i see you before and you see me before but don't know me so go out!
CLEO XD: yeah, kinda. but all dads in the world are the same kind, you know. happy for now, next moment he scolds you for bringing a guy home (never happened to me, i swear)
qianting: QIANTING! i just lurve screaming your name whenever i see you. i know its so fast right? i haven't knit my jeans yet. sad lah. i just got no money to buy.
x - lichuang: i rock also and MORE okay! but 6e rock MORE MORE!
arhqian: hehehehehe. whose the DUMB one here?
laura: i think i replied you on msn! and finally your tagboard is up~
thoven: okay! i will link you de!
chunkeat: hiies. link me and i'll do the same okay!

2007-05-24T18:44:00.000-07:00

Redwan Ali- Would You Be There

if i were blue, would you be there for me,
and whisper in my ears that's okay.
would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
and say you love me one more time.
if i feel good, would you slow dance with me,
and touch my lips with tender loving care.
would you die for me,
would you run with me,
and never look back.

would you be there to love,
to be with me?
would you swear that your love is always true?
would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breathe away?

would you be there to love,
to be with me?
would you swear that your love is always true?
would you say that you'll always be there one,
to take my breathe away?

would you be there ...

if i will wait,
would you still think of me,
and wished that you could hold me tight.
would you die with me,
would you run with me,
all the way ...

would you be there to love,
to be with me?
would you swear that your love is always true?
would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breathe away?

would you be there to save my soul tonight?
would you swear that your love is always true?
would you say that you'll always be there,
to kiss my pain away?

would you be there to love,
to be with me?
would you swear that your love is always true?
would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breathe away?

would you be there to save my soul tonight?
would you swear that your love is always true?
would you say that you'll always be there,
to kiss my pain away?

would you be there ... for me ...

you're the only reason that i'm alive.
whatever you say in the future,
i'll always go along with you.

2007-05-22T05:34:00.000-07:00

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KEGAN, YOU YUAN AND DADDYYYYY OOOO!

omgg. i'm like so freaking happy today? i go school as per normal, then got service learning thing, got to get into groups of 8 lah. then got me, elayne, tan yan, farron, zhi heng, sei wei, kai en and alvin. so while waiting for other classes, we play alot of things lah! got concentration and name condoms by farron, name air-con brands by tan yan, artists by kai en, and of course, my all time favourite, THE KALLANG WAVE! omgg!? at first not alot of people were participating lah. only me, sei wei and tan yan. so after afew rounds and much persuasion, they finally joined in, including elayne then we do kallang wave. i was FRIGGING HIGH HIGH AND I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT! then we got the talk .. then went back to class to do reflection.

then after school, there was a buffet for all performing arts and sports cca members. but we were too late le .. the food all gone leh. then after that went to limbang for lunch with berenice, laura and qianting !! okay. i felt so extra lor. one junior among 3 seniors. it's like a thorn among roses, not roses among thorns. haha. so we lunched and went to lot 1. laura was holding her spongebob and shaking it around. she so damn funnie okay! then after awhile, went back home le ..

and i celebrated my dad's 46th birthday! he's so frigging old okay! okay. actually, i forget to buy present cause i did not know what to buy. until i was at lot 1 just now, i remembered. lol. luckily, my sister got buy balloon, chocolates and t-shirt. so me dad, my sis and me had this stupid, boring, lame but meaningful conversation.

dad: why every year present same one?

me: cause we don't know what to buy?

dad: aiyah. so easy. just go buy one guy bracelet for me lah.

sis: wah lao. you don't talk so much. you give us money lor.

dad: wei wei wei. i got give you allowance one righT? where got no money? is what you buy lor!

me: ya, right. we spend on what we need.

sis: like shirts, jackets, shoes, hats, bags, etc lor.

dad: those are your needs?

me: aboden! if not walk naked and without bag how to put things?!

dad: means your allowance not enough, and i must give you more lah.

me and sis: YES YES YES!

okay. it's stupid, i know. meaningful, not really. for youyuan, he always mood swing leh, don't know why. nw 13 years old le, grow up le hor! for kegan .. i not so close to him bah. but he my senior mah. so i wish him happy birthday lor! but don't know why he with richie they all call me guai lan gia. what i do!??

but nevermind. i going back to celebrate with my dad le.

reply of tags
laura: i was just exaxerating(spell?)
gina: i know i know! but the new coach really ji ko pei leh!
arhqian: ROCKET NOT NICE NOT NICE! =XX never mind.
cleo XD: sorry. will change it asap okay!

2007-05-19T06:30:00.000-07:00

sorry for not blogging for such a long time.
first, blogger has been down for a long long long time and i was unable to blog.
secondly, i had also continued to play maple and many people are not very happy about that.
ok. lets start, starting from the 16th of may ...

16th may
okay. it was my sis' birthday. i came home late, then went out to the japanese restaurant at jurong west complex to take dinner. the food there was good .. and the service was totally interesing. i went home, play maple .. then i went to sleep.

17th may
nothing much, actually. just that we had PET ROCKET! okay, the making and shooting was both very fun okay! me and elayne were fooling around during the making, especially me, of course! then during the shooting, i was playing with water!? and people was like calling me siao!?? okay, enough of it. went home, played maple, then did the HOM template until like 12.30? do until i cried okay! always sleep late will like that deR! cause too stressed ler. T-T

18th may
okay. went to school ... then cause friday is supposed to have HOM, but today dont have leh. then i do the template until i cry!? i hate it! waste my effort and time only! then went through papers. after recess is geography, watched the day after tomorrow. then me and kang long were discussing about what will happen if it happens to singapere. first, singapore will be gone in about 30-50 secs, approximately. whatever it is, it will take more than a minute. at the same time, countries around singapore like malaysia and indonesia will also be affected badly. then after school, we went to mac and i got to treat okay! so much for being a director. but i'm still happy that the movie that we had put so so much effort in had succeeded! so glad our effort haven't been wasted! good job, guys! then we had so much fun. i told kang long there was a tornado infront of him, like in the movie, the day after tomorrow. then when he couldn't see it, i hit his head from the back. then outside mac, jiasheng saw the statue of ronald macdonald. then he said "imagine there was such a statue in your room. in the middle of the night, if you are hungry, you dont have to go to the kitchen. you just ask this thing for a cheeseburger can le." LOL. he's damn cute okay! then met up with gervina, then lichuang and the two of us went to lot 1 to meet xavier and mervyn. we sat at food court, talk talk, then after that went up to comics connection. we kept walking rounds rounds in a straight line in a shop, till the salesgirl keep looking at us. LOL. then we got out with prepaid cards in my pocket. hehe. then we went to take neoprints! okay. the guys got to decorate it and disrupted my teeth and face. but it was cool. boys. what do you expect from them ... then we went back home ler lor! hmm. it's really fun to have these gatherings lah. more info on it, visit our class blog. i went home and played maple, of course!

19th may
today was okay lah. woke up at 8 and levelled up in maple. then i went to tuition .. came back, helped asjad with his quests and brought him to ludi and aqua road. and my mom bought a new massage chair! can listen to songs and i just slept on it lor!

badminton
okay. i'm uber uber uber glad glad glad happy that training is going to resume so so so so so soon. cause my stamina is like .. gonna drop like a bomb lor. and just a few more days to the trip.. i'm too lazy to check my handbook for the exact number of days for now. just hope that we would have lots and lots and lots of fun on the trip!

results
okay. my results were pretty okay. better than last year, definitely. my parents were pretty satisfied, and have agreed to bring me and my sis to LA and NYC after her O's. yes! my second time to america! love!

maple
okay. maybe its weird that i've continued playing maple. i wanna say sorry to lichuang, gervina, zahirah, my sis, my mom, my dad, and many many more for continue to play maple again. i know, you guys dont like me to play maple because i wont take my meals, i wont go out, i will be lazy to talk to you guys .. okay. promise, i will stop when year end is coming. okay? and also, i wanna specially that JEREMY FAN for letting me in his guild. seriously wanna thank him. in his guild, i met very nice people okay! they are like pros lor. and level 48 to level 51 in 4 days. not bad huh. well, if you want to add me in maple, my name is MyDepression in Delphinus. I'm a cleric aiming for lvl 120 by year end!

6e class gatherings
okay. the movie was cancelled. next coming is gathering at ms ain's house. and of course, a movie. now, i need votes. do you guys wanna watch blades of glory, pirates of the carradien(spelling), or what? suggestions please. just tag at my tagboard.

reply of tags
laura: i know i know! i'm loose already! being loose rawkz! but i think .. my pants aren't loose, if not, i t wouldn't be good ...
CLEO XD: hey! didn't expect you to come to my so- dead blog! of course, i will link you UP!
gina: senior senior senior! so shocked to see you arrive at here! thnx for tagging!
nathaniel: i am un-stressed now! and as per usual, i am a midnight mapler, so .. i can't really get any sleep anyway.
jay: hiie there. who are you!?

other announcements
okay. firstly, i have changed my blog song cause i'm already bored of it. and when i listen to it and people are around me, they always tell me to off it cause they are already bored of it! secondly, those who wanna be relinked will be relinked and those who wanna be linked will be linked. thirdly, holidays are coming and i wanna know when are the class gatherings! 6e-ers, please tag at any tagboards of me, gervina or lichuang's blog, or even the class blog to tell us when you are free and when you are not free during the 3rd and 4th week of the holidaes! we would first go to ms ain's house for her spagetti and food eating competition, then after that, maybe we could play soccer, or even catch a movie!

so ... just to end this long post ...
hope you guys will tag more often!

LOVE! <3

2007-05-04T04:07:00.000-07:00

time flies just like a blink of an eye. half of year 2007 is soon gonna go and never come back. and i guess, it's time to reflect.

coming to class 1F, i was pretty unsure at the start of the year. but now, we seemed to hit off pretty well. youyuan, elayne, debbie, farhana, tanyan, farron, zhiheng, seiwei.. many many more. and now, i start to feel stressed about 6e. we weren't as close. and even someone, name not gonna be mention, made a mistake. he/she was one of the major organiser of events! i cant help it. i feel so damn stressed lah. exams. 6e. rgg. school. classmates. even worse, that sicking YURI. disturb me day and night. argh. but pretty fun lah. haha.
and times, i would even lose my temper. i don't know what's got into me.

People actually bother to shine the limelight on me all the time.

Stare, giggle, mock and laugh behind my back and straight in my fucking face.

But well, publicity is better than none.

And so i am returning this favour by bathing happily in this unwanted attention

Think.

Would you even get these kind of attention in your entire life?

Jealous, perhaps.

Envy, definitely.

2007-04-27T05:54:00.000-07:00

okay. i was bored at home after studying. so .. this is what i did.

punk. i like.
Rascal and Rusty, respectively.

Black Tiger Deck.

Me, when i was young. Different ?

candid by my sis when i was .. yawning !?

candid when i was sleeping ..

today, was also UPS sports day bah. so i went ..

dha gurls. gervina, me, zhimin, tingfang, lichuang, madeline.

ginvera, chemin, nickname-less?

did you just snort!?

bimbo and bimbo.

yekkeng, james and yujie.

(he look good in NCC uniform.)

what i was wearing

from the top.

now, post.

today was pretty okay. went to school for exam, then met my sis at unity, she passed me my phone, then i wait for gervina and the rest. then when reached stadium, attended the sports day .. this year not so fun. ask us wait in the rain for 45 minutes. then soon after, ask us go back. WTF. then went to mac after that with lichuang and gervina. soon after, mervyn also got come. then we play catching while the other two talk talk. then went home, revise, then i come blogging.

Things aren't looking good

But we'll make it through together

Somehow

2007-04-24T04:53:00.000-07:00

i cannot forget you. what am i doing? why am i purposely hurting myself? to forget about you? NO WAY! i'm so useless! i cannot do anything! i love you and i know i do. times have changed. you and i have changed. although we cannot communicate easily, i will still love you and i hope you know that. i miss those times. i miss your touch. you complete my life. without you, i'm going insane. i cannot concentrate on what i am doing. sometimes, i feel that i was the cause of this. i didn't even cared about how you feel. i follow my heart and it followed you.

And now that you try

To break me into pieces

And I know what you're like

But you hurt me too much now

I'm NOT over you

i shed tears for you. does it help? i cry every SINGLE night, just for you...

Look at me
Up in the sky
I watch the world just pass me by
And all my feelings
Give me away
It's happening more everyday
Loving you could be so easy
Loving you could be so great
Loving you could be so easy
Loving you could be so great
But how can I
Try to explain
You're out of touch
And I'm out of time
Just talk to me a while
And joke about
The things we used to see
Its so hard for me to smile
I've never felt so alone
After all of this there's
So much left to lose
And I'll take a piece of stone
I promise you I never meant to
Well how can I complain
When everybody seems to know my name
You're out of luck and I'm out of line
It's such a selfish comprimise
A self-indulgent useless bunch of lies
I never thought you would believe
Hold me now
Don't wake me up
Pull me down
And then back up
All again for all to see
Low down
Whisper
A guilty stare
Your stagnant beauty makes me glare
Silly games
In the sun
In the sun
In the sun
Oh in the sun
How can I complain

I'm out of luck and you're out of line
It's such a selfish compromise
A self-indulgent useless bunch of lies
I never thought you would believe
Go!
Loving you could be so easy
Loving you could be so great
Loving you could be so easy
Loving you could be so great
Well maybe a change will keep me high
Stop me thinking wondering why

2007-04-22T08:14:00.000-07:00

long time no post.
since http://lapiahgirl.blogspot.com closed down.
glad to start anew once again.
anyway, just let me blog awhile.

well, time has been very tight these few days. i really have to improve my time management NOW. MYE are coming, and i'm preparing hard. TLLM is becoming fun, i think ...

but other than studying, i still got to relax, you know. so on friday after my school's sports day, i went to queensway with a bimbotic woman named Ginvera. we took a train, to jurong east. then to boon lay to shop at jurong point. then after that took a taxi to queensway. collected the tees, got so excited until i slept in the taxi. then went to yew tee mac for a break, met Warren and Jun Rong there. such a coincidence. so we went to deliver some tees to surprise people too!

saturday, went to church. still the same. nothing much.

then today, i went to lot 1 with my family and bought a hamster! of course, MASS shopping too. came back, did TLLM. and watched The Hospital, last episode. its so freaking romantic lah. but too bad, last episode ler. haiish.

thats all for today.

Since I lost you, I lost myself
I know I can’t fake it, there’s no one else
I just want you to know that
I’ve been fighting to let you go
Some days I’ll make it through, and then there’s nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there’s a day you’ll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again, just want you to know

2007-04-22T06:01:00.001-07:00

ELLOS everyone.
just trying out the template.
byebye! ;DD