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Sunday, July 29, 2007

12:55 AM

SHAWN! vote for him tomorrow!

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Friday, July 27, 2007

8:09 AM

life hasn't been good these days. my mum's been scolding me for no good reason. tomorrow, i'll leave early from the house to complete my work before training. let me tell you briefly what happened just now.

my sis wanna the ipod den ask me to charge. then the wire is outside somewhere in the house deep down. then i cannot find. then my mother ask me why in the middle of the night do these.then she keep those wires, she don't wanna tell me where, i lost my temper. c'mon. its not my fault. my sis 9 then told me, i got work to do. so now i do this lah.
why is it my fault man.why is it always me? i'm so tired already. can you just give me a short break?

school? pretty okay. nothing to talk about lately too.

Laying here; wondering,
Thinking non-stop about him.
Is he hurt?
Is he sad?
Or is he even happy?

A simple tear rolls down my cheek,
I haven't seen him in so long!
The picture of him in my head,
Is even starting to slowly fade.

Holding his picture close to me;
I close my eyes and dream.
Dreaming that he's here with me,
Holding me as I sleep.

Jolted back to reality,
I'm laying here alone.
With just a picture of my love,
Only a picture to hold.

A picture is worth a thousand words,
And this one is worth more.
It brings back a memory,
Filling my heart full of joy.

I cross my arms around me;
Close my eyes and hope.
But it's just not the same,
Compared to when he holds me.

It's been too long without him.
A week, two, or more has passed.
I just can't help the pain that hits.
As I lie here and realize once again;
That I am here without him.

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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

6:09 AM

TODAY'S WEATHER WAS LOVE!

nothing much today. just like a typical tuesday. but my new table came in! its whhiiitteee! i love! so, yeah. training has been alright. but yesterday, atiqah and stellar's racket string burst. coincidence right? yeah! currently into the song- 不能说的秘密(Shuo Bu Chu De Mi Mi) by Jay Chou. i also wanna watch the movie with ... yeah. lols. pretty lame post. but currently not in the mood yeah, sorry people.

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面

拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变你走过的时间
你用力的指尖只是和我说再见
想想你在身边才完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

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Saturday, July 14, 2007

6:01 PM

穿上洋装看着手表
时间快到心碰碰的跳
和你的第一次约会来临了

金色的阳光洒满人行道
换了新唇膏把头发弄好
要你看到我的好
喜欢看你走路充满自信
说话时候你的专注眼神
温柔的表情笑容里的天真
我相信找不到有比你更好的人
你心里理想情人是几分
是否也会有我的份
好想知道你的100分
会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生
增加我戏份
我想问亲爱的你把感情升等
朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要让我一直等
听着那时间滴答的走
对街的你在点头
好像一个梦渐渐走到我前头
好想知道你的100分
会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生
增加我戏份
我想问亲爱的你把感情升等
朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要让我一直等

喜欢看你走路充满自
信说话时候你的专注眼神
温柔的表情笑容里的天真
我相信找不到有比你更好的人
你心里理想情人
是几分是否也会有我的份
好想知道你的100分
会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生
增加我戏份
我想问亲爱的你把感情升等
朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要让我一直等
听着那时间滴答的走
对街的你在点头
好像一个梦渐渐走到我前头
好想知道你的100分会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生
增加我戏份
我想问亲爱的你把感情升等
朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要让我一直等

Chuan shang yang zhuang kan zhe shou biao
Shi jian kuai dao xin peng peng de tiao
He ni de di yi ci yue hui lai lin le
Jin se de yang guang sa man ren xing dao
Huan le xin chun gao ba tou fa nong hao
Yao ni kan dao
Wo de hao

Xi huan kan ni zou lu chong man zi xin
Shuo hua shi hou ni de zhuan zhu yan shen
Wen rou de biao qing xiao rong li de tian zhen
Wo xiang xin
Zhao bu dao you bi ni geng hao de ren
Ni xin li li xiang qing ren shi ji fen
Shi fou ye hui
You wo de fen

# Hao xiang zhi dao ni de yi pai fen
Hui gei zen yang de ren
Qin ai de ni bu yao zai mo sheng
Zeng jia wo xi fen
Wo xiang wen
Qin ai de ni ba gan qing sheng deng
Peng you bian cheng qing ren
Ke bu ke yi
Gao su wo biao zhun
Bu yao rang wo yi zhi deng

Repeat *#

Ting zhe na shi jian di da de zou
Dui jie de ni zai dian tou
Hao xiang yi ge meng Jian jian
Zou dao wo qian tou

Repeat #

i fking love this song lyrics. it carries so much meaning of how i feel now okay! so i'm not gonna post for like ... 3 weeks?

ITS THE THIRD SONG IN MY PLAYLIST!

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8:26 AM

its 11.30 now, so i'm gonna post fast as my sis wanna use the comp too. peishan's also very tired okay!today i went for training in the morning, but went to mac to finish up my homework and met atiq at the station to go to CC together. training sucked big time cause we all tio from seniors for playing with ball. then went pizzza hut-ting with qianting, weiwei and bird. ate until 50 dollars plus. expensive lor, can. then went for tuition at NUS. super tired, almost fell asleep there. then went to the hospital to visit my grandma and had my eye check-up. everything's fine.. then went to starbucks below to got a hot drink, and look at the Macs they had. yeah. so came back, did my compo, and here i am blogging. tomorrow, gonna watch dim sum dollies with my cuzzins! yeah, pretty excited. oh ya, harry potter rocks big time, the effects were super cool, k. recommended by peishan! yayy me! so, yeah. gonna stop here. nitz, guys!

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Wednesday, July 11, 2007

6:14 AM

ok. i have this funny feeling. in school, i think about lotsa stuff that i wanna blog. but when i log onto the blogger website, i got nothing to blog. LOL.
nvm about that. today was peishan's happy day!
first was english. ms nat was singing instead of talking today, and she called me and shir-lynn aliens because first, we talk alien language. second, we act like one. and thirdly, we talk like one. ok. so next was lit. mr tan taught us. ms tang came in to the class with a not so good mood, but i kept saying 'emo' for the Great-Gran thing then she started to laugh. haha. not bad huh. then was recess, then after that was HOM. nothing much, just a little xiao bao gao. hahaz. then after that was maths. i started to draw '1 year older doesn't equal to more nagging' then when she looked at it, she laughed like crazy. then we also started to bully her, and said that we were the first and only class who bullies her. lolz. she's a little crazy. so after that was history. elayne went for tournament at 12.15. so i kept taking notes and looking outta the window, until i got caught by him. first time got caught by teacher and the teacher is him leh. sway or what. so after that, lesson ended, eat at school and went for training. nothing much to elaborate on training, then came home, ordered mac in, and here i am blogging.

Maybe its not the best, at least i'm trying my best.

I've given my heart, soul, commitment, energy, time, effort...
the rest is all up to you

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Tuesday, July 10, 2007

6:40 AM

ok. don't wanna talk about my day. haha, blogging for the sake of blogging. so first, wanna talk abt a book 'The Five People You Meet In Heaven'. currently reading this book, halfway through. its about what's gonna happen when you die. recommended for christians yeah! jesus rock! ok. then.
secondly, i have been doing 'invisible chair' with my sis. we were shouting like nobody's business until my dad came into the room. but its good lah, kinda liking it. hehe.
thirdly, if you would realise, i have nth to blog about, so i'm gonna stop here.

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Friday, July 6, 2007

5:54 AM

k, juz a few recent stuff before i start my normal day-blogging.

blog song changed.
grandma in hospital. :((
happy birthday to weiheng on the 5th.
happy birthday to laura on the 6th.
happy birthday to ms vanitha on the 7th.
happy birthday to me on EVERYDAY!
nah, just joking yeah.

ok. my mood is pretty ok nowadays. just a few happenings that i don't really wanna mention. so juz nw, went to school as per normal, of course. first, it was bio. i tell you, bio sux, totally! i was almost asleep in class can? ok. after 2 periods of bio, was english. not bad lah, the teacher was joking as per usual. and i got one of my highest scores for compre! 33/50! super happy! k, then it was recess. wished laura happy birthday, disturbed marilyn. then was chinese lesson. teacher wasn't in a very good mood so i didn't kajiao her. then write sihan, ok lah, i think i wrote pretty good. heeheeee. then was maths. teacher wasn't in a good mood either. so after awhile, i started to kajiao and be sarcastic at her. i was like .. 'teacher, saturday got one event right, but i forgot leh. what is it ah?' ok, its super sarcastic, i know. but at least, ms vanitha started to laugh. then the whole class started to become more lively! see, i so good right. then after school, came home. then went to stadium for swimming again. didn't swim cuz of personal reasons. then thoven came, got chased by mr siah. lol. then met me after that, bought laura's present, then went home le. my sis spoilt my mood again, always like that. don't wanna talk about it anyway. so i actually went to take a nap lah, pretty comfy actually. haha. grandma's actually in the hospital, but i very bad leh, these few days never go see her, cause i got no time. tuition, training, school, repeat. its all the same for me. i can't really enjoy around this year and i think all other years also lor. but it's ok. i got to get used to hectic lifestyle. yeah. weekends are kept for my family, sometimes my friends. so, saturday got training, tuition, then i'm going to borders to check out MJ's book, and crumpler of course. then heading to centrepoint to look for cage for rusty and rascal. then sunday would be service in the morning, then skipping in fitness corner for about 45 mins? then free time, should be revising then. my homework's actually done, so i' m pretty not-so-worried for the moment. i just need to revise bio cuz i only got the notes, but i nvr pay attention in class! but of course, not only bio, other subj too. also, i would like to put the lyrics of
Aerosmith- I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing,
Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
While you're far away and dreaming,
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in this moment forever,
When every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure,
(Chorus) I don't wanna close my eyes,
I don't wanna fall asleep,
Cause I'd miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing,
Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream would never do,
I'd still miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing.
Lying close to you, feeling your heart beating,
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming,
Wondering if it's me you're seeing,
And then I kiss your eyes,
And thank God we're together,
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever,
Forever and ever.

(Chorus)

And I don't wanna miss one smile,
I don't wanna miss one kiss,
I just wanna be with you,
Right here with you,
just like this,
Well I just wanna hold you close,
And feel your heart so close to mine,
And just stay here in this moment,
For all the rest of time
Yeah (yeah)
yeah (yeah)
yeah

(Chorus repeated 2 times)

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep,
yeah I don't wanna miss a thing

nice song . i think it carries lotsa meaning. yeah! ok, i think i'm gonna stop here. gonna go to macs to meet my sis to pass her file. yeah, at 9.30 in the night. zzZ.

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Tuesday, July 3, 2007

7:11 AM

k, peishan's happy today! although never go eat with him, but never mind! i got my fun! heres a few examples!

1) folkdance lessson= 5678= wild wild west= BEST ROW! :D
2) english lesson with ms nat= crapping= laughing!
3) literature lesson with ms tang= talking rubbish(only me)= teacher respond rubbish to me!
4) chinese lesson with chen lao shi= making fun of me= me talking rubbish= craziezxz teacher and student!
5) audition with -MusixBoii- =long time no play!= competition!
6) dinner with eugene di at lot 1= saw ZAHIRAH and her stead= saw nick and eugene korrs with long hair after O's= new ZINC wallet= happy day for me!

ok. so today is happy day for me! i love today! though i never go dinner with him lor, hopefully tomorrow after training can bah!

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Sunday, July 1, 2007

7:58 AM

If a girl cries infront ofyou,it means that shecouldn'ttake itanymore.

If you take her hand,she would stay withyou forthe rest ofyour life;

If you let her go,she couldn't go back tobeing herself anymore.

A girl wont cry easily,Except in front of theperson who she love the most, she becomes weak.

A girl wont cry easily,only when she loves you the most, she puts down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries bcos of you please hold her hands firmly, she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.

Guys, if a girl cries bcos of you,please dont give herup, maybe bcos of your decision,you ruin her life.

When she cry right infront of you, When she cry bcos ofyou, Look into her eyes, Can u see n feel thepain n hurt she's feeling?

Think.

Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity, Infront of you, And bcos of you?

She cry not because she is weak, She cry not bcos she wants sympathy or pity

She cry,Because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt, n agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys,Think about it,

If a girl cry her heart out to you, And all because of you, Its time to look back onwhat u have done,

Only you will know the answer to it.Do consider it,Cos one day,It may be too late for regrets, It may be too late to say "im sorry".