


hey readers! back to post. today was a lousy day for me. stayed at home the whole day luh. not productive at all. but tomorrow will be. i'm going to expo! i love jesus. jesus is my life baby. then i'm going to the hospital for multiple reasons shall not reveal, ask me personally. birthday's coming on tuesday. i may seem happy on the outside but in me, i don't feel good. i'm turning 13 soon. means that i'm no more a kid. i cannot be so playful anymore. i got to grow up. i got to forget the playful, childish me. i seriously have to grow up lah girl. get all those crap outta my head. i'm in a secondary school, turning thirTEEN. what's in me that make me so childish?
GROW UP LAH PEISHAN! YOU'RE TURNING THIRTEEN!phew, good to let out the whole rock in me. okay, its about 10.16 now. i'm turning off soon. before i go, i wanna say...
I LOVE GERARD WAY! HE'S DHA HOTTEST IN THE UNIVERSE!
boy, i'll be waiting on the 25th sept. and that scrapbook. xD
Every morning I’d awake, you naked beside me
I’d feel your warmth, but your back was always cold
Stop smiling so bitterly, open that serious curtain
the morning light is dazzling, but you chase it and me away every day
That one day, you saw me cry, my tears shining in the setting sun
Even if I wish I wouldn’t, my heart, my body, they remember the warmth of your shoulder
Your love forever
Close your eyes, let me paint your picture, even if my heart
becomes deserted through the changing seasons, this much would do me good
One day, I would no longer be able to feel you here
It’ll be okay if I sleep on my side, hugging the pain inside
That one night, I wished upon a star as we both searched for the light
The twinkle faded, but in my heart, my body, you still shine
I wish forever
Close your eyes, let me paint your picture, even if the world should
abandon me, this would help me get through it all
Your love forever
Close your eyes, let me paint your picture, even if my heart
becomes deserted through the changing seasons, this much would do me good
I found you as I searched my memorories, and it’s okay
because you gave me the strength I need to get over the things I lost
That’s what you gave to me
Labels: delete all psots, edited post since 16/6/2007 night.